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forgiveness is the hallmark of every chirstian. God forgives us before we even asked. But by asking we are taking forgiveness. Forgiveness nto based on circumstance. As you recieve God’s frogiveness it’s hard not to forgive.

david

For any growth to occur, it’s inevitable that we must come out from the humdrum lifestyle adn stretch is essential. Yes talk about kingdom living, with all my convictions i can say that it’s the only thing that will last till the very end. Let’s live a life of kingdom minded. never lookign back but charging forward. he is faitful. yeah. circumstances may fail us but God does not. so why worry? just trust him. as simple as it sounds, it is that simple. a heart that believes in him and not doubt. his will work in his timing but meanwhile let’s keep in step with him. yeah. talking about friends i really am glad to have them in my life. people who build me up. yeah. thanks a lot for matt in my life. yeah. thank God for him. i love this family of God. I love my sheep! yeah man! they are just great people to be with. different type of plpe. great man!!! but i hope they will interact more with each other. yah. that’s my prayer. yeah. unity!

david

To many life is humdrumed but to me it’s not. It’s always exicting. always new. not that i am cynical. but life to it’s fullest have it’s meaning. the view of the ‘fun in world’ have slumped greatly in my mind. I start to even see a greater depth in relationships with buddies and sheep. yea. sloving our daily issues in an ambicable manner. it thus results in fruits that will last. i have pregorative rights as a child of God. elated am i not? yes. you may be astonished when ya know this that 3ed service is coming out next week which means this wk is the last hs/jc service. dots. it’s for the better. it’s inevitable for kingdom of God to grow. yesh. complicated yet it just seems so clear. Let’s not be susceptible to what comments others will give as we choose to be obedient to one but rather let’s fix our eyes on him. He is faithful.
How much God can give is how much you can recieve?
Does God have a chance to speak to you if he wants to? still your heart before the lord.
excurciating sounds comes out from hell i guess. yes damn painful lah. why i typed that? no particular reasons. Just know that God is faithful. =)
david

it just dawn upon me as i walk on the streets musing over thoughts that rush through my mind this afternoon. A truth that i finally understood.
Busy is an excuse but also an obstacle which can be overcomed as long as you stick closely to the calling of your life.
isn’t that so crystal clear in the midget minds of youth today. one moment this and another moment dealign with that. stop ostracise what is the best for your life. God. To busy that you deicded to opt him out. do not be a fool. i had forty winks last night and felt relatively restless. scrap through those classes. thinking for a change. it’s a superlative work that the creator has done in our lives. be grateful people.
i know my weakness. i know my eyes longs to shut off now. but i have to let it stay awake to study. yeah. let me state my point here clearly. My heart is not moved by studies. i am doing to the best of my capabilities. yes. wanted to do social studies revision. haha.. since that technology have paced up, i haev deicided to type out few points over the blog.
separation:
1963- General elections
SA goal was to take part in polictics event and asked PAP cooeperate with them by not contesting in those which they were. PAP rejected the offer. Thus when results were out, SA did not win a single vote and SUMNO even lost 3 seats. Tuku was supporitive towards SA and SUMNO. He came down personally. Implications towards Malaysia:
1- The Malyas were not interested in the commual based polictics
2- The Malays supported the the PAP non-commual based polictics because they were attracted to the social ad economy developments.
there are stiill others but seems like my immune system does not allow me too.

=)

the ship may have sailed but my heart have not.
though circustances may not seems pleasing but i will try to accomadate as long as it’s benefical. yes. sleeping lesser hours and pushing myself to the limits will be a form that i depend on God. knowing that’s is not within my reach. i ought to trust him. yeah. swimming against all odds i will try to do it. renewal is surely imperative. i really appreciate something. whatever God place in my ways, he has his ways. all i need to do is to follow him and trust him. yeah. running after you.

david

utopian thinking. not there yet but i’m still working towards it. santicfication will be the final product. i am not emancipated as i am living in a era that has freedom of choice. Thus i choose to make choices for kingdom benefit. yes. was thinking that if we would want to live our life to it’s fullest, might as well live to the cream. superlative life. though i may not be polymath by surely i know that his ways are higher than mine.
yup. thank God for what had happened today. especially care group. phew. things aren’t the same anymore. harvest i asked of you lord. sometimes let’s just learn this statement. Let Go and Let God. yeah. who’s the boss? it’s him. Having been living on this planet earth i really appreciate what God has done for me in my life.
yeah. a thought just spins and rush through my mind just a moment ago. yes. i heard this comment when chatting with one of my considered good friend to me in school. so it’s like we sat on the bus and i cna’t remember what i told him and he told me that one day your closest friends will backstab you as there are no real friends in this world. he is one that has lots of friends but came with such a conclusion. Instantly, i told him ‘No!’. i do not agree with him. i have true friends in church. i love them. i do not see them as being taken advantage off. people like my sheep, matthew, jarvin, brandon and my shepherds. and more. then i also heard a song by ssimple plan recently entitled ‘thank you’. It goes a part that thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted. dots. it’s like hello. is there no true friends? to make matters worse today my teacher that there are not much friends left in this world. people are taking advatage over one another. then i seriously makes me feel so blessed to have such a bunch of people whom i loved and treasure a lot. yeah. buddies and sheep. yeah. so glad. i wonder about them. but for me i still love God. yeah.
hmm.. it’s five mintues after ten which means i haev to start mugging. i hear ss, geo and dt calling me. oh yeah. today i decided to go to these few jcs. if God wants me to change i will. RJC, NJC, CJC or ACJC. yeah. and i’m trying for c.math, f.math and physics. i know it’s a crazy combination but then i enjoy it. haha.. still have long way. haha.. but it was like discussed with my friend who also wanted to go ACJC. haha. but then i am not doing it for self. if i have to change i will.

what a long entire today. time to mug and mug.

david

personal best record for the year today.
ran 5.2km and swam 10 laps. wanted to try it out and it work. yeah. thank God that i did not die half way. haha.. had a great time getting my health back to it’s pink condition. yes it seems a little prepubescently but i care a lot for the temple of God as well. phew. had tons of work to do now. like physics, geography and a math. phew phew and phew. God i need you. yup he is my source. He is my everything. yeah. so all i need to do is to do my best. cool. hmm.. oh yeah. i have english as well. seems like things are piling up. soon to be a huge and giantic mountain. haha.. God is the voice of hope. yup. anticipate for care group tomorrow. wondered what’s installed. i know. hmm.. shall not mention. heys. i better think of how to improve CG. yes. very imperative. doign life together? hmm. how. okay God shall figured something out. please help me. Thank you God. i think it starts with the venue as well. okay. fine will wack something out. cg will make a turn around. give me thoughts. yeah.

david

i feel so blessed. yeah. after knowing which service will i be in i really appreciate all those great time i have with my buddies. yeah. really treasure them a lot. God placed them in my life. yeah. but i always treasure my sheep and them a lot! yes! my group as well. i simply love all of them because i’ve been so encovered by God’s love. It’s not superfulous. i really love the church. yeah. hmm.. i came to figure out my love language today during DDMM while priscilla asked us all to think. haha.. if ya wanna know how to make me feel love, my top 2 are:

1- Time
i really feel love when people spend time with me to really have fun and fruitful time. that’s why i think i enjoyed going out with my sheep and buddies. i always consider spending time with them a blessing to me.

2- words
words of affirmation just make me feel sp appreciated. yeah.

that’s just me. yeah.

hmm… i really thank God for the church. thank God for the church that played a major role in my life transformation. yeah.

okay. believed or not i just came home. it’s like 1150pm now. phew. so ultra. went out with my ex school mates after meeting. yeah. had bonding time. yeah. i really apperciate being well taken care of.

whether i like it or not, i have to study now. yeah. got to finish a little more notes and do some physics.

yeah. today i pass by popular with my firends and i was so tempted to buy econos bk and also c math bk. yeah. better stay in focus. at least i have physics. hmm.. yeah.

david.

blessings. one after the other. hmm.. God is good. not only in good times but also in the dull times. he has his ways. so all i need to do s just to simply follow.
yeah today i would like to hightlight certain blessings:
1- yeah. glad and elated to see matthew. yeah. God is faithful. whao. really appreciate him in my life.
2- yeap! thank God for my female shepherd. yeah. cool huh. thanks for being being strict with me.
3- yup! God spoke to teck yang.
4- Yes! great to have simple fellowship and chatting with pals online.
5- yope! newsweek. yeah. Thank God for hhaarry. yehh.. i can have greater knowledge in current world affairs. haha.. i noticed that i’m nto interested in what’s happening in singapore but more interested in europe. haha.. maybe it’s because it’s more interesting.
6- yeppe! All those who are in my life!

david

after steeping into this world of light, i have made strongs buddies, pals, friends and others in my life. simply all of them matter to me. yeah. especially to those who i make covenant with. yah. they are people who have played a part in my life. They huslted me to grow. people that matter to me a lot. Guess in this real world the best friend is none expect Jesus who nevers fails and always there for me. yah. jesus simply rocks our world. feeling sad when your close ones leave ya? hmm.. now that God has his plans. I just will trust God.

we talked about our lives till the sun goes down in the past. How i wished that we will always be mature and stronger in christ? All we need is always more of him in those relationships. I thank God for all those buddies he placed in my life. I treasure them.

this race, many will leave. it’s tough and only the surivor of the fittest will finished. It’s not much training but being close to him. don’t give him up. he loves you.

yeah. i wonder who will read this blog today? but i juts want to tell all of you don’t give God up. he matters a lot in this hetic life we are living. Wait upon the lord.

Thanks for being in my life.

stupid. if i were to give God up. haiz. God please. I do not want to live you. let the world fade away. Take it away. I just want you. please. only you. i do not want to give up. i want to hold on cling on to you. i love you. please don’t leave me. I do not want to have a day without you. please. God help those who are in my heart to be strong in you. don’t tell me that it’s the end. i love God. i am not blinded by the white lies.

david