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BANG BANG!well. we played that game during wfl today and i think many of them was quite amused at the reactions of each other. well. Though this class was populated by many maturing new believers and believers i have to say that they are a great bunch of students seriously! Fun, dynamic and attentative. I’m gald to see those guys who really gave their best! Keep it up! If you are from holistic student life, remember to apply those practical pointers! Yeah!
well. i also went school today. it’s holiday. it’s kinda dots lor. haha. how i wish i can skip camp tomorrow and do more ministry. seriously! holidays aren’t holidays lor. serious. i am not lying. why? next wk i have to go back school to seat for AL physics and AL chemistry paper in school on tuesday and wednesday. AL= advanced level. it’s higher than pure physics and chem and a little bit of A level substance too. i hope can aces it lah. it’s tedious. i only knew it today. and time is limiting me. i need to study with a pro in physics. i saw the mock papaer today lah. it’s horrendous! seriously! asked lots of plpe and they can’t do it. what’s up with my school? AL paper? haha. like jc S paper. hehe. at least i stretch. hehe.
well. time to pack stuffs liao. =)
camp camp camp.. please lah. i wished i will bypass school camp. hehe..
david

Boo! The intersection of what you believe and what you know is convictions. It flashes through my mind as i was on my way home on the bus ride home. This leads me to another cardinal point. Knowing and beliving is 2 completely diffrent things. Then knowing and applying is this different. You may know that v2=u2+2as but you may not know how to apply it. Thus it’s the same as in our walk with God. We know what’s sin, don’t we? but we can’t overcome it though after much prayers. You need your mentor to guide you along. yeah. to help you apply. yeah.
it was an impromptu (not sure if it’s correct) meet up with my friends today and we were like walking through the night market and suddenly a girl bump to me and asked me for my no. and my friend gave her my no. well. hopefully nothing happens. haha. Serve God and will be attractive. whaha.. it’s true lah.
Well. i went to breko’s for breakfast today with matt and bruce. At holland V. the place that i loved the most. well. it’s for ambience sake that i’m going there. well. actually i always go for ambience so i can plan and do my stuffs. It was a total enlightenment for me after a chat with matt. i realise that somethings just don’t make a diffrence. haha. then after which i head down with bruce to somerset to meet brandon and some others to study while i did some planning at tcc. it’s ultra ultra nice lah. you should have been there. then we met zinc and ruth for dinner. hehe.
well. yesterday was like a whoo day for me lah. so fun lor. haha. it’s like seed meet we played some games haha. it’s amuses me. hehe. then erm. oh yeah. sdmm at starbucks. cool. then went to bk to satifised the inner craving for solid food. haha. then i.. ermm.. yeah. crap a lot. then the c2 plpe and matt came. then i bump to them and crack more lame jokes. oh no.. think i’m lame king. whahaha. funny? nah.. then oh yeah. went to boat q with c2 and matt. it’s like so fun lor. ermm. i mean i like the atmosphere. the relax. as again i said i like ambience. hehe. cool lah. satyed till 1.05am i think. then set off home. whoo. i think it’s cool lah.
speak of kingdom one thing that strike me was this:
we are growing but to slowly!
hello.. anybody’s home? slowly? it’s like please lah. let’s get growing man. no more still struggling with on cg liao lah. let’s all aim to unit and sud d. you don’t believe me? it’s from God’s word. dots. put your faith in God dudes. whoo.
okaY. time to stop and start typing our agenda for ADMM tomorrow. =) may hold it at starbucks or tcc. haha.
David

Can they ever open their eyes?
Don’t tell me that when you reach college you have to fall into bgr? it’s simply ridiculous. I abhor such excuses. wonder how teenagers think these days. well. at least i’m saved in the father’s hand. it saddens me when i see people falling away from truth. bgr is a killer man. simply stupid enough to fall. dots lor. i pray that they will wake up from their senses. please lah.
well. i’m gald that my sheep (s) are safe and sound now while one has flown off to malaysia for camp. yeah. hmm. i’m gald that the group is growing as it’s undergoing much testings recently. yup. Glad that jesus you were there for me. well. buddies? hmm. there in spirit. yeah. haha.
holy spirit revealed areas in my life today to me while i hear a sermon tape which is entitled ‘principles of ministry.’ He reminded me that no relationships can exists without communication and we have to hornor each other. well. i wonder if that’s happening to buds. i know i have it with my sheep. yeah. even if it doesn’t have that element i will do what i can to let this relationship be God lifting! yup!
i was astonished when i got back my report bk today. it’s like whoo lah. 1st in class 6th in level. it’s God plpe. not me at all. i have to confess i did not mug that really much but some and God gave me such a result. so inorder to go rj i decided to mug a little more. well. not forgetting ministry hor. yeah. i love the chruch lah. hehe. It’s really a blessing.
i want to do life with you!
David

simply ridiculous. The obsession is stealing people minds away. Completely underserving. Well. credit it for being simply joy sucker. sin. well. come to think of it, it’s just a 3 letter word. Nothing magnificent about it, isn’t it? well. i think so too. Sin is such a small weapon that the devil use upon mankind so that man will fall away from God by either being kept in total darkness or do not dare to confront truths. Sin does give the ounce of pleasure to some. Well. it’s termporal. the beauty of it is only a moment in the naked eyes of the sinful. it saddens me or shocked me when i see how people who are once who are introvert and due to the indulge in sin and have changed completey. Sin does not take effect overnight but it’s a period. well. i have to make this point that everyone to abstain from sin. Sin causes a determental effect to our spiritual self.
well. there’s a yearning within me to play tennies. haha. i decided to pick it up during this june holidays. I do hope i have time to spare for it. well. holidays aren’t holidays after all. i am extremely RELUCTANT to go back to school for the first week. can you imagine how it bothers me a lot? that i have to go back daily. It’s like huh. for the first week. please lah. whahaha.. things have changed.
well. i do enjoy my day today. i heard of the Catholic high care group they had today and it build a cloud of encouragement wihtin my sight. well. the cloud is not a moment in time. well. gald to see that they are attempting new things for God in care group. very proud of this CG. let’s work towards breaking the 7 now and soon 2 Cgs. then a unit! yup. it can be done! amen!
was also glad to hear about MSHS care group today. well. i would say that they are ‘freaks’. to a certain extend. the just so enjoy playing lor. hehe. but also today i’m glad that the leader and his team did taught the Cg about what they needed to know at the moment.
yeah! now the aim is to see all schools established strongly and growing to 2 Cgs! then unit! =) whoo.
ohh. i trimed my hand today in a salon. well. it’s gd i think. for me. hehe. cool huh. then went to have dinner with bruce, zyann, jess adn bruce mum. whoo. kinda cool. well. what really matters now is that God’s kingdom has to grow. =) actually i’m really inspire and encourage by people who have big heart for God. I’m also gald to know that schools like chinese high and acs are like 6-8 now. very gd. hehe. all the monogender schools ought to grow big time man.big time. well. don’t forget renewal. whoo whoo..

well. relationships without communication will fade away one day. same likewise for God and Man. we should seek to build true friendship in chruch where people will encourage one another to grow. whoo.
well. there’s no link maybe to the top part. But my key is that to finish this race well we need to have friends. yeah. whose your’s? but morover it’s jesus. hehe

David

ergh.. what’s the problem with people today? generations are just simply detoriating. i shall not condone all these behaviour. My heart goes out for the youth today as they will be of the next few generations ahead of us. well. i’m really not in the right state to do anything now except to seek God for help liao. ergh.. what’s wrong with world? well. maybe not the world. but it’s like… i don’t know. hmm. well.. God i just asked of you to please do something in the hearts of many today. That all will never turn harden one day. please lah. ergh.. well. haiz. alright. just do your work in the hearts of the people. I pray the generation now will grow in maturity. Yup making decision based on truth man. well. ergh.
look at the non-glommy side now. well today i went swimming cum running. Did 10 laps for swimming. hehe.
well.
food for your spiritual self:
The key to live a life of joy to to have a strong relationship with the Joy giver. Jesus.
hehe. covered rejoicing with my offical new sheep today. and virtous speaking church with another sheep. about lies.
well. as of now all i can say is that i will trust God to change the hearts of the people! =)
David

Music is such a pleasing sound to our ears. it captivates our heart like the theif that steals away your heart in just a glimpse. I watched a french movie just now and it moved my heart. A teacher with respect is not one that shouts like a donkey or even one that resembles a wild and untame tiger. He’s one that understands the need of the students. Helping all to reach their fullest potential. Well. This teacher brings the sweet voices out and changed their entire life. Purpose was built. Well. that’s the same for us as shepherds, isn’t it? The whole principle behind is love and passion. Do not do things or the sake of it. What can it reap? well. Nothing in precise. maybe a fair bit but what joy and delight does it brings to you? As shepherds we ought to bring out our people’s fullest potential.Instill a purpose that will last in all of them.
Well. i’m home early. yup. it was unexpected. hehe. cause it’s post exam and the school made us watched a heart moving movie before they released us. well. a nice show indeed. I was in two minds about it if i should head to bishan and mug a little first or head home. well. guess you know my choice by now. well. what inspire me to come home? hmm.. cause i wanted to get my training gear for a run and swim after meeting my sheep at 2.45pm till 4 odd. then exercise. Then will meet another sheep at 6pm. cool. well. it’s about 2 now. think i have to get going soon.
yeah. kinda saw my mid years results today. well. it’s not good i supposed. but i’m contented with it.
L1r5- 14
Well. looking on the bright side i top my class overall. whoo. with just 14 points? ermm. not sure how God did that. hmm. i’m working towards 10points for final. then 8 mid 6 final then o 6. hehe. a goal. far fetched? ermm.. i don’t think so bah.
well. i’m heading off.
well i wanna say i love all the people God placed in my life!

david

It’s 12.39am. whoo. what am i doing here. well. firstly i have changed my font to a larger type. Of course it’s still some writings that i want to post. whahaha..
well. i have been mugging since ermm. 10.3opm? well. 2 hours i supposed. hehe. actually wasn’t really that fruitful but still relatively fruitful. Opps. i just made a huge contridiction! haha.. well. i manage to finish the whole topic on approximate change with respect to dy/dx. hehe. ermm. what about physics? well. i kinda only invested 5-10minutes in it and decided to take a break.well i may mug a little more later. did some recap on viscous force, drag force, static friction and kinetic friction. that’s quite few pages. well. recap.
static forces: Interface between 2 stationary surfaces which prevents sliding over each other
kinetic friction: Force at the inter surface between 2 moving surfaces which opposes the sliding motion
Viscous force are for things in fluid.
Streamline flow means st that point velocity is constant.
well. kinda off lah. haha. think the nap that i took made me feel so energtic.
well. time to mug? well. maybe. ermm. okay bah. shall do on 1/3 topic more. then i shall call it a day. whoo..
David

the heart went pacing after what it heard. It kept pumping virgrously as if it was about to be thrown out from the small hollow hole. Pump and pump. It goes faster and faster. Faster. It never stops. The never ceasing flame kept on rising and bruning wihtin the hearts of many. Not contented with their lives as it was not pleasing to christ! it bumped and bumped!
don’t exactly know what i was blogging. haha. well. i kinda of just wanted to wack something out bah.
alright get tp the point.
I got a shocking blessing to share. of the whole level only 101 students took geo you see and only 11 passes. As enthusiatic as i was i gave out the scripts and to my horrfic sight i saw there was no single passes as i gave out the answers script. My heart went racing and it’s uncertain of what might happened. Since my answer script was the last, i scrolled my eye level a little downwards to look at my score! Praise God! i passed! it’s like super amazing lah. Everyone in my class failed except me. phew. God hand is really with me!
well. i really enjoyed ri cg today. It’s fun. played bidding game with them. haha. kinda of know them better. haha. they aer fun plpe to be with.
oh yeah. i just slept from 8-9.30pm. was planned. haha. after the hectic activites yesterday i knew that my phyiscal self needed rest so i kinda did it today. whahaha.. cool lah. then going to mug later. hehe. doing dy/dx more then some physics. haha.
david

the very first thing that i am going to do and nothing will hinder the burning desire within me now is to type out what had happened over the 2 days. well.. i’m not doing it because i have nothing else better to do. i want to remember whatever i have encountered with the one that’s simplily magnificent and glorious!
Firstly, i’m unreservely convicted that i need to constantly fall back into his very first love. well. come to think of it dudes.. SPRING? well. is it really about enabling you with the appropriate skills as their primary goal? nah. i doubt. The message was simlpy clear. It’s all about your relationship with your creator and king. The proximity of you and him will evoke a unspeakable growth that will surpass many generations! God is neither cocern about your intellect nor your skills first. He’s concern is about your walk with him. Keep falling in love with him again. Fall freely with arms wide open. The hands that you fall into will be a hand of complete joy and comfort! Have you forgotten about your first love for chirst? Why are you doing what you are doing? Is it because of your love for chirst or simply because the ability you posses? Let’s bang back to our fundamental reason why we are here doing what we are still doing is because of his love.
Care group life is not just care group meeting! we have to create the atmosphere of love and fellowship in our CG.
I am very gald that through this retreat, God renewed the people in the church!
One point personally i would like is that knowing and beliving is seriously 2 diffrent things. Let’s understand from the concept below:
we all know that God’s kingdom will be established in our area of spheres, don’t we? But my question is how many of us do actually internalise it and really believe that it will come to pass? bang. cut the act of just nodding heads but let’s dare to belive for things to happen! Let’s believe that victory will be upon us and claim it!
As of now, North B C and E let’s work towards 60 by end july! Let’s rise up in FAITH! a new generation of leaders chossen by God! Let’s see the flooding of harvest this week! Never lacking in faith and zeal! Push all the way forward! Together we can! Willingness is the key! God is with Us dudes!
personally i want to continue to keep watch over my spiritual life especially to be kept in his love and grace! i want the proximity between him and me! jesus rocks my world.. huh? how he rocks it? well. just chnaged my life around.
phew. i enjoyed the fellowship in this refresher thingy. well. firstly this is my first time being a usher. well. lvib made a comment that we should join. haha. well. i really enjoyed the bonding we had like games during first day as whole north played some games. haha. then also first time my guys and me strolled up and down town after 12. and we went to bang bang bang. haha. sought of funny lah.
Samuel is really one brother that has a heart to see people to know God and wants to bring people to this family. I found out this characteristic in him after a overnight chat cum studying till 4 plus then i doze off. can you imagine? He slept at 7am. elo.. it’s like he was mugging his chinese stuffs. whoo.. so inspire to even study. haha. this makes the jcs plpe too. they were studying real hard till they fell asleep. cool.. Claps to smauel. i pray that God will continue to enable a person with big heart for God! we need people like him! A new generation of leaders let’s rise to our calling! =)
Whoo. this refresher helps me to know raphelp more. well think i got his name wrongly. the central guy lah. well. we played amusing race together and i would just describe that he is a focus person! very good! kingdom needs focus people! whoo. then he’s also a sharing brother! haha. took food for me. and we ate a mountains of oranges. haha. well. he’s one that dares to attempt. well. we wacked doing push ups after the race. we perspired like we just got into a drench. haha.
Through this refresher i manage to know new people too. and moreover i’m glad that the reminder of first love pirece through the naked heart of mine.
Feeling over the moon. My heart grows fonder when you left. JESUS! i just want you.
One prayer of mine is that let me fear that you will leave me. i want you!
yeah.. well. long blog.
well. can start doing some stuffs now. hoho..
David

i’m your beloved.
Your creation.
Unashamed to call me your own.

It’s all about you.
Not about me.
All these happens for a reson.
I know that all it well controlled in your hands

Who am i that deserve all these?
What have i done to recieve this unabudant grace that flows so freely like dashing waters through the waterfall?
I can’t imagine life without you lord.
Once again i am held up by your love.

I’m held by your love.
On your shoulders you bore me, by your faith i stand.
Cherish by you lord.
By your faith i stand now and forever.

I’m like a flower qucikly fading.
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A vapour in the sea still you hear me when i’m calling.
Lord you catch me when i’m falling.
You told me who i am.
I am yours.

well. i came home with much thoughts dashing through my mind. All i wanted to do was just to worship God. A divine peace that’s divine. well. look through at all those songs i can only conclude that what i am today is truly by God’s grace. I stared balnkly into the air when i got my results. I could not believe that it was me but i do know it’s God hands with me. I don’t believe that i top for physics, chem and math for my class and some even level. well. i really have to say it’s God. well. when i looked at the marks i got for DT i could not help but to give thanks to God. i expected like a c5-6 if it’s blessing then b3-4. however God work wonders doesn’t he? i got 84. it’s like whao lah. i don’t know. But it’s him. I admit it’s him.
i really ABHOR the fact that when we don’t hit goals. .
NOT HITTING GOALS MUST AND NEVER BE COMMON! WITH CHIRST VICTORY IS OURS!!
alright. got tons of things to do now. well.

God i just asked that you stir up in the hearts of man to have a passion for you name.

david