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This is really one of those few handful time when i come home and aniticipate to blog. well. seriously.
I’m not sure how short/long will this post be but i’m still going to type whatever i wish to type for the benefit of personal growth.
How shall i begin?
Presepctive changes over time if one thinking is not anchor on some turths firmly. The turth is this, it’s not really which path you actually choose but if it’s within God’s best for you or not. One can know God’s best but not do it, isn’t it? yeah. Infact there are more growth opportuines for me in shortcomings. yesh. slow and not rush. I have an unexpected meet up with priscilla today. thank God for a leader like her who supported me when i really tried all i could. She stepped in today and help me. it was not a plan meet up at all. Yesh. and i’m very gald cause we have not met up for months. We watched the bubbles flew in the playgroung believed played by some toddlers? yeah. I really appreciate it.
I just want to renew my covenant with the lord once again. i thought about the statement i made just now. ‘My life has been given to God’s kingdom already and i withold nothing back.’ this is my commitment. I have made that decision to concecrate my entire life to the lord. Yesh. Ever since that decision was made i knew completely there was not turning back. Yesh. i have made it and shall follow.
yesh. really gald that God’s in my life.
It has been two days in my new class. well. things got a lot better today. I got to know more people through my lamest and cold joke which they seem to be entertained! whaha. interesting class. =)
well. the fact that it’s kinda of a best class the teachers are way off. OFF THE CLIFF! ermm. i meant the chem teacher. She speaks like a train? seriously. it’s so fast that i caught nothing about limiting agent untill i re-read again. it’s like she completed it in 10 minutes? plus the moles in doing limiting agent. i guess i will encounter some chem hills and valleys along the way.
I must say that i was surely amazed by the care groups i visited today!My memory did not fail me and i can rememeber that i visted two care groups. yeah. it was FUN! CREATIVY! GREAT TEACHERS OF THE WORD! I’m very proud of my team! They really have a bunch of great team working with them. I must tell you that my team teams created endless games and the ability to express priciples in a new aspect. Whci shocked me like a 240v stuff. whaha.
that’s all folks!
David

i supposed most of the students are brezzing through their new term head start maybe except for the college students who are fighting/struggling/leaping over their mid years paper. While i am struck in my personal concentration camp. not that mol/dm3 thingy. It has been 3 days till today that i have been practically mugging like some weird person till wee hours in the morning since like 7pm? well. there’s sure break in between. For the past two hedious looking yet beautiful days my studying routine was like from 7-10pm at bishan mac? then 10-11.30 rest and travel home and 11.30-12.30- com time 12.30-1plus mug again. ergh. it’s so dots lah. My life was initially simply going with the wave of the student life. But as of today, i have offically transfered class to another which take loads and tons of subjects and i have to catch up with thier pure geo and his for the first 6 months within 2 weeks? it’s ermm. dots. well. nothing sophisicated. For geo i’m more or less hitting bulls eye. My aim is to finish all the geo stuffs by coming sunday. I have really mugged hard and smart. By the grace and mercy of God as of now i am only left with one more topic to go! horray! that’s fast. In total i did 25 pages of notes fully written over the span of pathetic 3 days. complicated yet it seem so crystal clear. God is really faithful dude. Pause for a moment. I’m not saying that we ought not to do ministry when we come to heavy workload but rather planning ya time to be effective for God. Heys. Never being standard down just because of some tons of loads but keep the standard of God in it’s position. Yesh. like tomorrow? i’m going to visit 2 Cgs in my unit. then after which then will i mug. not at a point where studying becomes my God. It will and never be. well. after working hard for so many handful days. i decided to call friday a retreat day. well. it’s planned. whaha. but i really want to catch the movie war of the worlds. i think this is the first time i’m so fanatic about a show just because that few spilt seconds caught my naked eye and i fell in love with it. whaha. what a weird term.
falling deeply in love with God. Again and again. yeah.
i mutiply.
david

it’s simply inexplicable when i saw the massive load of people jamming in macdonald at an unsightly hour like 10pm? well. the inexplicable part was why do they only start mugging like some wild animals that have been just released from the zoo. nothing against them but am still in a state of shocked. What was i doing there then? simply mugging. I manage to finish loads of geography notes today. One chapter plus plus. it’s alot. I was beseeched to finish up all the history and geohraphy notes. WAIT! please kindly also take notes that before i studied i met all my sheeps for shepherding today. So i had a effective day. I am still on loggerhead with certain areas in my life which i’m still working on to reach the fullness of christ! yesh! Many times God’s grace in my life was simply unsolicted. I am still stunned by the love of God in my life. What have i done to deserve all these? well. nothing. But yet his abundant grace kept flowing into my simple life. I see the need to hustled for more growth in my personal life. Yesh! because i really seek to be transoformed to be more like chirst. yup.
well. tomorrow is really going to be one of those days that i wished i will never ever have in my whole entire life! can you imagine doing things that you do not like? yesh. i know we have. yesh. ncdcc? yucks. i prefer track or stuff. due the imcompetence of school extra activites we can’t have it. i love windsurfing. rocks man. though i kinda screw at it. yeah.
david

taking a really short break after a hindsight of pure geography. Yesh. Indeed i am three minds about it awhile ago on choosing which book should i be making my notes based on. Penultimately i choose the marine bk but then again self belief took me to choose the book i am more used too. so that’s not to bad. I did notes on factors affecting the temperature. It’s a recap on what i’ve learnt before. i’m still trying to get alititude explanation and latitude into my miny brain. well. it’s not that tough. like warm air is radiated by heat through conduction and convection. Warm air are mainly on the surface of the ground because it has a large sureface area and it has most atmosphere near it. well. haha. well.i don’t deny the fact that i ad a guzzle while stuyding. haha. it’s really interesting. okok. stop blogging and continue mugging. think few more pages and i’m done for today. yeah
God loves me!
David

‘Let time stop!’ as the thought rushes through the mind. Honestly speaking, Time waits for no man isn’t it? certainly. Time won’t stop. Let’s have a paradigm shift in our minds. Since we can’t stop time as it is infinite we ought to be a good steward of time when given to us. Do not let time by pass us but make full use of it!
The world has definitely been in a constant move. I just bump into this website given by esther known as store wars. My first instant reaction when i scaned through it within seconds was ‘what the…’ . The world has undergo rapid changes. Humans aer getting more creative each day by day. Never did i heard of store wars even in the entire of my life. =) well. why am i speaking about all these?
well. back to blogging. wasn’t i blogging? indeed i was. whaha.
i will endeavour that will cause my time management to be even more effective as of today. yup!
It has really been a hectic day for me since it was the first day of school. Nevertheless i still went school with jesus in my bagpack. Yesh. i was not apprehensive of going back to school today as i anticipated to meet my classmates which we have not met for close to a month. I believed i have to depart from my current classmates to another class. well. Simply my principle spoke to me after school about changing of class do attempt diffrent subjects. Indeed i’m looking forward for it as i seek to excel in all that’s given. This is the fundamental reason of mine that says that i will endeavour to manage my time effectively. Impossible is nothing. We all have 24hours don’t we? It’s how we manage it.
I made this weird theory today. well. it’s dumb.
the impossibility of impossible is the possible of being impossible. If there is a possibility of being possible meaning that nothing is impossible. Thus one should never say that it’s impossible because the end destination of everything leads a possible way path. There is also no sense in saying things are impossible because you have such eyes that sees things short term. learn to view the angle of degree in such of long term. well. i’m trying to say impossible is nothing because it’s a void in the end because it’s the possibilty of impossibilty. Nothing is impossible.
well. stupid theory but it makes donkey sense to me. whaha.
well. i must said i really enjoyed my team meeting today after CCA though it was really a short one like 40 mins? or shorter but it has led clearer directions to the leaders or pillars of this unit. yesh.
doors of freedom has been opened!
david

i just want to jump in with both feets. have you ever come across a day where you wished you will never ever had? Came across a time where your body give in to sin and instead fighting on with the spirit? i think i had. Infact i do. Those are really those times that i wish i wll never ever have a chance to be in. I really want to jump in with both feets this moment. It stunned me and mere words have lost it’s way now. But the saviour hands is there. Please don’t leave me. I’m very weak. Please. Many times i failed but you picked me up and believed in me. Jesus please never let me go! Please! that’s my heart’s cried now! Never pass me by. that’s what i ask for. I want to get carried away by your love.
School is starting means early night. No more late nights. bleh. sad ah. whaha. going to influence in school! I want to apply what i learn in camp in school! Get carried away with your love!
Father, i am sorry for the things i’ve made it. I’m am here back in a heart of worship and it’s all about you! All about you! Forgive me that many times i have not do what you asked. I choose to walk right with you! yeah! Let me run freely once again in your presence and never hinder me! I love you! Keep me in your arms! I want to fight till the end! Never going to give up!
opps. btw. orchard libary rocks! whaha. went there today.
i love my sheep and buddies! yeah
david

Jesus. It just constantly struck me recently that i am held greatly by your unconditional love. Though at time i failed but you never ever gave up on me. Many times i have screwed things up, may it be by speaking the wrong things or even not knowing how to speak to certain people. Well God i must say that your presence have never left me. You never fail to reveal your faithfulness to me. Glancing back at my day i must really concluded that God loves my sheep and me. Thanks for working in the supernatural manner again today. Just like on monday. God i come to think of it the simplicity of the fact is that actually i do not deserve such a unspeakable grace from you. I have come to realise once again how lousy i am but you belived in me. Father, i just want to put a smile on your face. Your arms are so wide open. Even if i’m lost you will find me and guide me out of the darkness. Thanks for guiding me out of the dark valley that i feared. Father, i love you. Thanks for being there for me. I really love you God. Thanks for being so real in my life. thank you. I am weak but you are strong. Though at time i make a blunder but i really just want to say thank you for your grace. I love you! Keep reminding of your awesome power! yeah! Thank you!
teamwork. simple word but behold wonders. together everyone achieves more! I want to look at an angle that sees more potential in people! Affirm people till they feel appreciated! yeah! I love my team! my ADMM is just a wonderful team!I can’t help but to really feel so moved as i shared about the unit today to the district. Tears almost ran down my naked eyes but it held back. I just love my unit. Simple people! People who just love God? very simple! I look at thier lives it just motivates me to go further and further. I love my unit! Moreover my team! My seed meeting too! Though all come from diffrent CG but it’s they team that supports the whole unit! yeah! I’m proud of my unit for the very fact they are obedient to God and love God! Though young but powerful! Boys today men tomorrow! Actually is boys becoming men! yeah. That’s our motto! yeah! Our vision too! yeah!
a moment ago i was talking to qian jin? opps. wonder if i spelled correctly? i do hope so. well. I must say that he’s a brother that i know that has passion for the school he is taking care of. He will go the mile to reach his people. i heard one incident that he knew his sheep had this bulky bible and he wanted to get a NIV smaller bible for him. That blue little book? yeah. The kingdom of God will Grow when we take initative to grow it! Growth must be deliebrate! A wonderful bro indeed! Then he was trying to send me a song just now but i think to his horrific disappointment i told him that my sound card was not in working conditions. I thought to myself he may felt quite dots? a paradox happening. well. he laughed? yeah. strange but really wonderful! yeah! haha. then i came out with this weird thought. i’m a stress relief pill? whaha. cause he should be studying in awhile’s time. cool. i’m also kinda motivated. tomorrow i’m studying! yeah! cool. yeah. soon to hibernate with the little bks. to camp with them and fight all the way! Nevertheless i will never forget my calling as a student! Bring plpe to know christ! God’s love is everlasting!
yeah. i also wanna thank God for my SB. yeah. i really appreciate them tons. yeah. i love them! whaha. cause they are the plpe who God has placed in my life.
oh yeah. i must tell you something. harrry have finally mastered the art of knocking plpe shoulder with their forehead. whaha. he knocked mine today.
well. long post. whaha. time to put an end to it. haha. =)
David

after a tragic happening with the maggie mee i cooked yesterday morning i really had a great time fellowshipping with te great white throne at my house the whole night till this morning. disgusting. Had to be disturbed from my wonderful sleep with my dream all due to the calling of the great white throne. well. it’s better now. But i have a deep phobia to cooking noddles from now on. it’s ergh. well. nothing to say. whaha. a terrifying experience i had.
well. at least it’s back at the cupboard now. things seems to be improving. i think the great white throne got sick of me didn’t he? i hope he does.
well. i was just thinking through of my life once again on the bus again. whaha. seems like lots of my thinking actually took place on the bus. well. my life has been rather complicated but i just wonder why did God still place his hands with me? Just one err it will be gone but he didn’t. It’s by his grace that i’m still here today. =) I am awestruck by God’s grace in my life. So much weird happenings that many times i just wished that i was not david but just any other student. God kept me through the years. His love never stopped flowing into my life. I’m so embraced by his grace. Yesh. It’s your love that makes me sing.
yeah. I’m thankful that God used me to train the teachers from henderson today. Well. My first time. Topic: Understanding how a student think. I brought them to the mindset of diff intellect students and also places of attraction of youth today. Particularlly i brought them more to HMV. Well. Guess they were inspired by my life story as well. Glad that i manage to share with them how students today think and how shoudl teachers teach. yeah. time for a method change not principle.
well. after which i head to kap to meet yk to study for awhile. then i went back to homeland. Bishan. To study with bruce. yeah. manage to do all my 3 subjects and it was really a fruitful day. Finished my bk review too. yeah. all down except few more. I yearn to see kingdom growth! yesh! It must grow! That’s my heart’s cry.
Let’s continue to shine for christ! amen? yeah. Live for one and shine for one! yeah.
I love my sheep. haha. i wanna catch a movie!!! please. i have yet watched one for donkey years. i wanna watch any show.well. i hope to watch wars of the world? yeah. cool leh. i wanna watch movie. whaha. God please send my sheep or whoever to watch with me. whaha.
YOu complete me!
David

bad stomach. argh. had a bad food day but God’s still faithful i must say. The saving grace hands kept covering me all day and night. yeah. God thank You. well. i kninda tired now but i must say that God’s faithful. I look at his hands i see his love and my sins that he bore. yeah. i love jesus. Keeping my life pure before him.
I need strength. tired.
David

Just did a spiritual gifts test. To my amazement i just refound out that my top 4 gifts are
1-pastor
2- admin
3-evang and encouraging is the same.
yeah. that’s why i say top 4. hehe.
well. as i came home today the song just rang through my mind.
You have stolen my heart. My heart is captivated by you. Never will you and i part. I’m falling deeply in love with you.
It just brings me back to the reason why i’m still doing what i am doing. I love Jesus. Yeah. I will never want to part with him.
I must affirmed the mshs cg i went to today. They are really wonderful people! I was dumbfounded by their acc. It’s like don’t know how many pages. It’s super nice. Kinda of like magazine for a acc. very gd! Keep that effort up! I am so proud of this care group! i really believed that this cg has a lot of far more potential then what is seen now. I wanna affirm jeremy for being mature to listen and handle situation well. Glad that they have a loving leader too who will be having his mid yrs soon and still leading his plpe. well. It’s common but he really loves them. Keep it up! Tomorrow will be the raffles cg which i’m anticipating too. =)
i have seen how people have grown throughout the years. they have simply been covered by God’s grace like me. Yesh. it saddens me when i see people leaving God because god really loves them. =) i love God. yeah. God i pray you soften all hearts once again. Let revival continue it’s work. When the word ‘revival’ comes to my mind i see a picture of water gashing out from a channle. Like waterfall? yeah. okok. yeah. change the hearts of plple. yeah.
I love God!
David