think about thoughts

days have passed me day.
Your presence is just that strong. Never ambiguious.The tenacity of my life in you still holds simply because of your presence that has never left. =) You have kept me within your arms of grace and love.
i came home thoughts went running. I thought to myself, ‘What’s in the mind of people who actually are lost but do not seems to be in their outward?’. I kept thinking.
Jesus i just want to say thank you for guiding me through this few days.
Surely the thought of breaking down was inevitable. But your grace has seen my personal life through and also the leaders of my team through.
God, i’m really gald to have a spiritual buddy like jarvin. We had a study maranton yesterday night with yk, melvin, esther and steppy. I am gald that God your grace went through us when we spoke in the room with each other about my life. Tears was in my heart. =) Thank you jesus. Jarvin, i just want to say thanks for being honest with me. Though at times we rub each other shoulders. But i’m really gald to have you as my buddy. =) Thank you for your sharing with me too. ilu. Thanks for lifting the crushed spirit of mine by praying together. It has indeed refresh me and brought me higher in my walk with God. Father, i have to attribute all my growth to you for sending people like jarvin in my life. Also my sheep who was very honest to me. =) Thank you once again.
Yup. I am GREAT! Cause jesus is alive.
Just a dip for you:
leaders. Let’s be even more concern about our people lives rather then the things they can do or so. =) Let’s love our plpe just like how jesus loves us.
well. God loves you! and me!
david

it wasn’t ebullience that engulfed me that few moments ago.
Total fear and anxiety just gushes through my vains.
‘why?’ always resounds in my mind after those incidents that i wished i will have never been there.
Though i may not fall. But i am disgusted.
Somethings i really wonder why did God made my life so ’special’?
I know it’s for his glory. =) I really hate it going through battles, running away and just cannot be like any other person.
As i typed i this entry. the sound from simple plan just resounds in my mind.
‘.. on the verge of breaking down..’.
It’s not that i’m going to break down or something. But God i just wished that i was not there at that certain timing.
I can cling on to you. =) smile!
nevertheless God always send saviour to me. Thank you mr lumpy for saving me by the grace of God. =) thank God for you.
Just glancing through all those happenings. i must say that ‘God, you have seen me through.’. Thank you jesus. =) I love you.
well. actually i wanted to blog some other stuffs but seems like my mood was destoryed by the most disgusted event of the day. =/ whaha.
oh yeah. i exercise today. atoned for my sins. whaha. ate a lot recently. i swam 12 laps. and went to the gym. whaha. a sense of achievement. claps.
david

believe in people.

as i came home i was just thinking through of my unit. =) i must really say that my care leaders are really leading their people to their utmost. =) I have come to a point where i just only need to meet my direct leaders as they very effective in leading their team. Indeed they have really ligthen my load in leading them. I am very certain that one day the leaders can even lead without me around. This proves the point of discipleship. =) Thank you team. My CL team is really a great support to me. Same for our UDMM team they are a bunch of people who love God’s word. Thank you Leaders. God more than all these, i know you were the one behind all. So father, i just want to express my gratefulness to you by saying and living up my love for you. =) Yesh. i love jesus.

Beliving in our people? yesh. i uphold to it a lot. what does it mean to you? think through. Will you be who you are today if someone did not believe in you? yeah. think through.

Lastly i just want to tell my CL team that i’m gald serving God with all of you. =) nevertheless God is in control.

oh yeah. just when you thought the harvest has ended. WAIT!!! IT HAS NOT! let’s keep allowing the harvest to keep flowing in. God wil anointed the preacher of his word. AMEN!

THE FINAL LAP!

DAVID

just a little finger holding onto your hand. I feel the warmest that i missed for so long. I do not want to let you go any moment. Just hold it till i fall into your arms again.

My new resolution is that i must remember people birthdays. =) will do something about it. and i mean it. =) i’m so sucky at that. thus i have to improve for the good of the kingdom. =) yeah.

it’s close 12am? and i still have tons of workload still left open. God please help me. =)
i can never thank you enough for placing people in my life who are a comfort to me. =) thank you jesus.

oh yeah. just before i end. i realise that mshs has grown by 400% over 4 months. met the cl today. =) thank God

david

i’m in chinese lesson now again. doing blogging. well. the simplicity fact is that i’m supposed to do some review. well. i don’t exactly know how to do it. well. it’s damnable. yesh. well. shall not continue. but meanwhile a sense of achievement i feel that i have. i finished 52 pages of the new book i borrowed. yeah. so damn cool lah. well. shall blog more tonight. well. having cl huddle with my unit tonight. =)
david
food for thought:
Start your day with thanksgiving to God. =)

then i’m back again. the moe guy spoke to me about my chinese. so i muffered my way through by God’s grace. The truth be is that i kinda feel bored in chinese lessons. why? i can’t read the questions. =x whaha. but i’m trying. i typed out few sentences. sure it’s simple. super. well. while waiting might as well blog some stuffs. book of revelations is indeed an exciting book. as i’m embarking on the book for my quiet time i sure find it interesting. =) yesh. well. oh i must tell you that i want to do so much with my new care leaders team. 2 additional person into my team. which makes us 5 including me. cool. but the 2 new person in my team must sustain at least 5 excluding them before they can go for pris cl huddle. cool. but i have so much installed for my new team. we are going to eat steamboat? watch concert? pinic? and more. yeah. my prayer is this that we can train up more disciples of christ. whether male of female. We need more plpe to respond to God’s calling. =) more plpe to say: ‘here i am send me’.

come to think of it colours are so limited.
a damnable sight of me. i just realise that i hardly get to wake up the time i wanted to on weekends. Maybe the contributing factor is??? i enjoy sleeping. maybe. i wanted to humor the craving within me today and i borrowed a book by stephen king today. I borrowed it from the new national library. It belongs to my country. sounds so parton. well. it’s surely not me. i did not consider the hamsping i will encoutered while borrowing it. But surely i have started to read and i think i have read more than 30 pages? yeah. a sense of accomplishment. I must finish this book. it has 500 plus pages. whaha.

come to think of it, i really admire people who dare to face challenges. Not sweeping it under the carpet. I really admired them a lot. I pay homage to you. Your unceasing spirit keeps me so encourage. Even you have to went through all torture which is real pain for you, and you still kept to your belief. I take my hat off.

I think i shall stop blogging now. and go and read my new book. =)

davud

the final lap.
will you grow old with me together?

God surely does work in ways that the human minds cannot percieve. I certainly do agree with that!=)
To love someone means you have to run the risk of getting hurt. Isn’t it just simply true that this was what the saviour did for us? How many times have we delibrately spilled pain on him? countless for me. Yet his amazing grace has been with him. Maybe the question shouldn’t be ‘Why is it so troublesome?’ but ‘Why me?’. Never came to understand the point on why God choose you and me. Why humans? What significanes do you behold in his heart? I cannot express to you in mere few sentences but surely you mean the world to him. Why be involved in such an endless chase of materials things? How far can you go? That far? think about it again. why are you on earth? God choose you and me. =)

Humans do not create truth but only explore truth. God created turths. =) full stop.

so colourful. =) so not david. hehe. well share with you guys something God configured out with me on the bus yesterday. Do you notice that God never answers what he promise right after he said that? it took a period of time but what did they people do while waiting? They waited in obedience. yesh. =) Obedience.

i’m so gald to welcome 2 new brothers joining the MSHS family. Welcome. You mean the world to God. =)

communication is VITAL for group growth.

we are not workers but friends.

david

i wonder if you will ever come back into the arms?
i sure hope you will.

Eyes of his were rolling unreservingly, ‘I want you to paint this picture with me!’ he flourish it with tender love as he spoke those very words to me. He asked me to paint this picture with him. A picture that initially i see just pure darkness or even unscruplous designs. ‘Let’s transformed this piece of shit into a piece that beyond the physical limitation!’ it caused me to be stunned for a moment as those words flew passed my ears. =)
‘I will!’ with total excitment i exclaimed to him.
As time flew by, some parts of the oily and greasy portion was really a pain for both of us to scrap it off. There were tears and laughter of joy through those periods. ‘Can i stop painting with you?’ i silently want to ask him at certain pits of those moments of scrapping some portion off. It took a lot of energy from me.
After years, i finally saw the picture. A picture that i have never seen anywhere else on earth. It was marvellous and magnificent. I can never find any other similar piece any where on this planet earth. I saw the workmanship of his hands with mine together. Simply marvellous. It’s a piece that so unique by itself. No duplicates.

what a colourful post im doing now. i’m so gald that i went out with harry today. =) haha. my spiritual buddy =) yeah. went to cut hair with him together. and also i enjoyed sharing with him too. =) whaha. of all those clumpsy happenings and great things that had happened over those days. =) he marvelled me again. he slept for 0.5hr. huh. that’s like whoo. well. but he’s still someone who i enjoy to be with. =) whaha. well. oh yeah. he came down from his school to bishan. that took him like 30mins? well. thanks harry! =)

just heard a great news! =) CHS has 7 visitors for service on saturday. =) well. let’s keep jia youing! =) Break 30 this week. =)

God is faithful =)

david

我不好blogging in chinese. haha. blogging in class now. so dots. 不要。哈哈

Faith. Made of simple letters which seems like each of them is weak. But when they come together and plays as one body, low and behold they form incredibles power which puzzles people. Faith though looks simple but faith in tested in situation when you don’t have faith the most. =) Isn’t it true? CRAVE 2 is just days away, My question to one and all is this, ‘ who is in control?’. If jesus is in control my next irrevocable question is, ‘How should you respond?’ Think through. Let’s thank him before reciving. =) i’m in love with you. =)
well. i passed my chemistry. =) it was seriously meant to be tedious. =) but God saw me through. =) smile! i love you jesus. =)

david