think about thoughts

If we are his body, then why aren’t our hands moving?
why aren’t his word spreading?
why are there no transformation?

simple question. but are we making an impact daily.
exams are so near the corner but one thing we must keep watch of is the fire within us for the lost never dies. It must keep burning. Jesus heartbeat was never seasonal but constant. His love is always paitent with us. =) smile.

praise God. i made it for chem paper. Thank God i strike an A1 bullseye on the dot for it. =) so thankful to God for that. =) Thank you jesus. (“,) This year surely pass fast for me. In a glimpse of an eye everything seems to change so fast. People are growing, falling apart, standing up and more. Things have seriously changed. Some for good well and the others no so good. =) But over this few months, i have seen the reality of God even deeper in my life. =) thank you jesus. haha. well. today it was pouring due to our sick sun i supossed. poor boy. but i ‘pop’ by the MSHS care group at kovan. Saw the hardworking sight of them even more today. =) Jia you guys! it was surely a fun time i belived! That ‘malcom’ seriously ruined his image today. whaha. trying to act spastic but i have nothing better to say about him. Then i head to bishan with jai qi together. he’s really one guy that i enjoy being with. He’s a friend yet a person that loves God. i enjoy spending time with my fellow brothers in chirst too. =) then wanted to catch a movie then due to some ____ it was cancelled. but then again i found stuffs to do. well. do i have any choice exams are starting coming monday? but i will do it with jesus. i have so mountain load to mug. esp geo and hist not forgetting ss. But God please see me through k? rock on with me. yeah. oh yeah. Got to know this guy from north east today, his name is ‘jonathan’. hardworking fellow. i’m glad that despite all those wholesome much of subjects he takes, he still faithful shepherds his sheep. Just like our faithful sun. =) gald for him! i do not even think he will be reading this, but i just want to encourage you to keep up the good work! Then oh yeah. sunny and me were talking about monogender schools today. To my great disappointment. No pure boys school are even 10 yet! SAS are 8-9 round there now. MSHS also the same. hmm. time to get something done man! It’s my heartfelt most burden to see all schools established and even grow to unit size for now! soon a sub d! not the numbers but the souls! Go for it! Monogender schools people! Break a unit! let’s lead the way!
NORTH LEADS THE WAY!
DAVID

tears just rolled down from my eys few moments a go. It was shed not because of pain but because i had to put eye drops. That’s from priscilla to me. =) She inspected and saw me having a red bloodly sore looking eye and brought a eye drop bottle for me after her birthday celebration the unit leaders threw for her. It was simply FOOD FILLING. and the ‘best’ of all is i ate the most. well. i was forced too. ermm. maybe it’s a making from heaven?
how on earth would i know? dots. well. the whole painful and fat story goes like these. After eating at newton circus which was extremely nice and marvellous especially the STRINGRAY. my FAVOURITE. =) then we head toa payoh for desert and affirmation. =) cool. however we brought a cake for her too. IT’S A CAKE. FULL OF CREAM? part of it. then ermm. half way through, none of us were able to pull through any longer. It was completely a total paradox to our stomachs. So we played the number game. low and behold. I got it straight 3 times. HELLO. it’s big slices and i am the only one that has the mosy times. Come to think of it, i think i’m a little weird off. cause everytime recently that i think of the forfeit, i will be the first one to get bang by it. what on earth am i? a curse to my mouth. whaha. kidding lah. but i fell fat. so fat. =\ ahhh..
okok. then again the only way now is to EXERCISE. anyone? haha.
well. just thought through about certain things, i’m really gald to be blessed with teck yang as my sheep who really showed simply concern about asking how was my paper today. ermm. well. think can pull through it. It’s a topic that i have clastrophobia towards. =\ but thanks sheep for showing your concern. I’m really gald having sheep that do life with me together.
Teck yang, you are really a person that are very thoughtful of others. You have learn to see the needs of others and seek to appreciate them. I still also remember those times when you really gave it all to your group even now, to the extend of stretching even more for this kingdom. It’s surely never in vain. =) Be a strong man of God. Lead by example. Let’s keep growing together.=)
was thinking of personal growth as a leader for this coming quater. I have decided on this few things to work on. Do keep me in prayer and remind me.

Personal life:
1- discipline

• Turn away from sin and even run away

2- walking deeper with God

• To learn to rely on him even at a greater extend.
• God i want to know you more as a God of healer till end of this year.

3- Acting the age i’m

• been thinking about this recently. and i decided not to fake mature but i want to choose to be mature in ALL aspect. despite i like it or not.
• It’s going to be a challenge. =) But i’m going to push through the valleys with God.

Leadership

1- empowerment

• Ability to spot the good of others faster
• Grow in being effective in encouragement

2- FAITH

• Instill faith when i meet people
• People will leave being faith filled

3- Discipleship

• Teaching at unit level
• Planning at unit level

David

as of this moment, and i mean only this moment. Time is not my friend but foe causing he’s super hard pressing on me. Kick you off. = haha. that’s was just a kiddy lamer quote from david hoe.
i got to do this real efficent and fast man. cause it’s half past twleve. and i’m still in the intensity mood to blog. ami eccentric or what?!!! well. nope! just wanted to blog. =) haha. i’ve added 2 new links and deleted one link from my blog? yup. ermm. why delete you asked silently in your heart, cause the blog is obviously dead. haha. and i intend to make one for the unit soon. =) opps. exams are so dead round the corner but ermm. with every reasons i have ermm. i need not to fear why? cause God’s faithful to me. =) Cause i know who he is. yeah. it simply rocks man. whaha. okok. in short i completed my agenda for yesterday and now my rm is real neat and super meticluos. isn’t it the same? well. whaha. but now AT LEAST i’m in the mood to study at home with a nicer looking and organzied table.=) so wonderful. haha. i got this suggestion from melvin yest to study at home then i tried by packing it and it’s worked relatively. so i slept at a doneky hour timing yest. like 3 close 4? dongs. haha. but it’s worth it. and plus the very sickening fact that i had to wake up at 8 in the morning.as usual i woke up and i said to myself, ‘5 more sweet minutes and i will kick off from bed’. then. it just dragged to 55 mins. =.= haha. lazy david hoe. but i’m still gald. =) whaha. then i kicked start my day from there on. well. shall not tell ya much.
one thing God taught me today,
he’s a God that will do things that sometimes the mind can’t comprehend.
agenda now:
only 1 left
revise for a math paper tomorrow. i’m so …. haha. cause i haven’t really mugged on it. ahhh.
so i better cheong nw.
david

gazing to the blue skies i see your faithfulness.
when i glance at the oceans i hear your voice of peace.
looking into the mirror i see your grace.
circulating with the motion of droplets it paints your goodness.
the cross came before me and i felt astonished by your love. =)

never undermine the ability of this love being able to forgive and give you a fresh new start.

I met God today. He came into my inmost core of heart to do a consequential drilling in my life. He probed into it so deep that i felt him clearing all the mess that i’ve made. He took my past away. The dirty, smelly, disgusting, unsightly and irritating past away from me. I knew the presence of the past in my life and how disgusting and retarding my ability to walk closer with him. But as much as i long for, he came in. He took it all away. For the first time that i can remember vividly is that i never felt a sense of breakthrough like today. =) i sense it. He moved while he preached. He stirred during the point of decision. I sense this strong freedom and i’m free. Never again will i be bought back by the past yet i will move on from now. =) thank you jesus. He simply brought tears of joy to me during worship that i’m grateful for his grace. Thank you Jesus. I love you.

Another highlight of my day was meeting with priscilla tan. hehe. my dl. we had ulm today and i so really enjoyed the meeting. we crapped here and there too. =) hehe. then came pastor shilrs clm. i’m gald to have learn more abt studying God’s wd. =) praise him. haha. i’m also glad that i sat beside harry? why. ermm. cause we are spiritual buddies. nah. because i just enjoy spending time with my friends in church too. =) that continue to bring me to studying with jarvin, melvin plus lam. priscilla was there too. surely she’s a leader by example. =) yeah. then mugged some more. then i played ddr again. whaha. 3 rounds? crazy david. but it’s just fun lah. then waited for melvin to go hme together. haha. he’s really a guy that is so unqiue. A guy that learns to trust God too. Just like his shepherd. haha. jarvin. even pris says they look alike today. =) haha. then back home.

Three agendas to be DONE!
1- spend time wiTH God
2- clear my messed up rm.
3- mugged for physics. ah yo.. please lah. it’s killing me liao lor. anyone? save me. ahhh.
david

you called it disgusting while i called it love.
you said it was just a tale but i told you it’s true.
you told me to keep wishing but my faith proves you wrong.
you told me that it will never come ture but now it’s a radical change.
you said that it would not come free but i found no strings attached to it.
you claim that he’s a scadalous man but i said he loves me.
what else do you have to say?

Stop trying to interupt my faith and wished it will be like a extinct vocalno but i’m not. I’m more than a acid lava vocalno. Never will i let things just solidify in the vent but i will spit you down. Whatever is truth is truth.

He went through what you called, digusting, scandalous, dirty, lousy, stupid and so on death was simply for our lives. =) He’s knocking nw. open your door. =)

That was just a thought as i started my post today. =)

well well well. it’s forty past one and what on the chicken feather am i doing here online? simply i was mugging with repect to physics. Personally i love physics but then again i just so happen to realize that my teacher it’s surely not at his peak yet since he’s new. I’m attempting all questions from tys and physics workout. Whao. physics sounds so fit. whaha. well. Part of my day was set apart to study with edmund and then bruce came in at the later part of the day. Yesh. my first studying with my classmate. successful sowing. =) usually we hardly cross the boundary of school. well. cannot blame it man. this class is damn ‘nerd’. well maybe not all. but damn a lot. looks are so decieving. =) hehe. well well well. think some people are still in the midst of their prelims or S papers nw. hmm. by faith God please help them and me too. today i had this really sucky thought. i admit it was sucky.
‘why not fail physics and pass chemistry?’
damn sucky lah. but surely will i no head that path. cause i want to do my best for God against all odds. Teacher maybe an odd but God is not. =) hehe. so i’m still quite deadset of gettign A1 for all my sciences and math plus humans. isnt’t that everything? ermm. proximity is real close. haha. =) okok. time to log off to bed. whaha. i love jesus.

‘If i were to ask you to descirbe your relationship with God in one word, what will that be?’
Why that word?
What so significant about Jesus is he in your life other than he saves you.
FINAL QUESTION:
‘WHO IS JESUS TO YOU?’
think through. whaha.
david

i’m not able to comprehend why some glitches might fall off from those times of panic. The things you did not want to say and you did. WELL. you cannot change the reality of what’s done as we are not living in a world of four dimension. =) BUt surely one thing can be done, be well prepared for the next panic to happen. BUt as for now, let’s just move on.
GRACE. Think about it more. How did God reveal his grace through creation?
well. From the very fact that from dust he made man. What then is he trying to imply? As simple as it sounds, it’s all about God can turn nothing something. Which is you and me. =) God’s creation simply reveal a stunning effect of God’s grace. Look at the painted skys, roaring waves, peaceful ocean and lots more. Doesn’t it simply spread God’s grace on the world. Grace. Never did i imagine it will fall on me but it did. Grace a word that beholds simply a great power that no mind seems to understand to it’s inmost core. Grace a word that’s so beautiful. Grace a word that describes the creator. Grace a never ending description. Grace, Jesus.
Well. time just past so freaking fast. Just a glance a year is coming to an end. There also goes for it’s going to be one year soon that i know jarvin. few years for brandon. more than one year for matthew and harry. =) God.. i do not know what to said but to still fathom at your amazing love. Well. exams are so in the corner and round. =\. hehe. ahh. God only you understands. BUt nevertheless i can still thank you for all the happenings in my life. may it be ups or downs for you are worthy of my praises. haha. thank you for wonderful sheep i have. =) that are really great support and leaders too. =) also my buddies. =) just thankful for all that’s done.
smile.
david

bogus smile. How many times i really wonder to myself, why do people really need to put such a bogus front to appeal to others? Didn’t i just mention the answer? read between the lines.
Humans. It’s not as simple as the DNA of a plant but has such a complex structure. No one can exactly comprehend one’s mind but rather only being able to read through their body language. I do not understand why must they put such a front, to forcefully fight their way through? Just look at grades. They are ‘high’ about it. Grades transcends all medium that they encounter. =\ sick humans. Can they really find thier real value? They tried as hard as they pull to find their purpose in life, no doubt it may bring them to a little stop where they can soak in it but how long will it last? Not long though. Humans. complex. But still only one can fully understand you. God.
Faith and trust. It inter-links.
Pray with faith and not doubt.
Pray for people specfically.
Circumstances might not seem to be in favour the positive but once you learn to trust the storms will be gone.
well. today posting was just how i felt about things that are happening in this world.
david

the foot steps and presence of his that draws nearer to me each single moment just acts like those incandecent items that cast away the darkest fear in my life. Things that i will never dare to attempt he lights upi the path for me. I just think that it’s so true. In this life we have been filled with bogus sayings which many times just brings the spirit down. Yet he comes in like a ray of incadescent to light the way for us. =) Indeed satan feels very much incredulous as God took over the area he used to reign. But now we are all free to be who we are in him. That’s just my penny of thought even before i want to blog about soem other stuffs.
Phew.. it has been a taxing week? it’s friday. At hindsight i’m glad since the two days ahead of mine is not as taxing as before. (“,) smile. =) Life with jesus my life have been changed.
I would want to do this post quick as i have something more subtle to attend too.
Today God taught or would i say reminded me about friendship. Friendship with him and his people. It has brought to my attention once again today that i indeed have to thank him for the friends he has placed in my life. They laughter, tears, agurements, outings and so much more we all had. This are memories that no money can buy but it came simply because of christ in the throne of it all. I took time today in my english class today to pounder over those friends i really treasured. There were many names and faces that flashes through my mind. The video of friendship shown just simply melted my heart. I was flabbergasted as i never knew that this would have happened. well. there are many people i just really thank God for being in my life. If your name is not mention,it does and never means i forgotten you but you still are in my heart. People who significantlly left a set of footprints in the soft heart of mine.
Jarvin, harry, matthew, brandon, teck yang, si yuan, wei feng, jia qi, anthony ermm. my whole unit lah. I shall do it easier manner.
my whole ULM team.to many..
My shepherds. Pris and Dennies.
all my ex sheeps. e.g. aloysius, si han and more.
other people from some other district: qian jin, samuel, yk, anglea, jerrlod (forgot how to spell), hannah, step, peter, BL, jason well. brian not working already.
there are so much so much.. i can’t finish listing them all.
FYI. where is the rest of the north plpe?
well. they all surely have made an impact to my life too. to long to list. e.g. bruce, david, dk ermm. aren’t they in my team? yeah hor. ermm. joesph, zyann, chirstine, fang wei, james. whoa.. to much lah.
i have to do other stuffs now. but in my heart God, i just want to thank you for all these people you have gave me. thank you. i love you.
hey. i did not forget one other group that’s so close to me too.
my school friends. edmund, jolene, alvin, ya wei, sarah, amelia, darren, aroan, yi lin, nan bing, ben, benson, nicholas, AA and many more. haha.
God i just want to say thank you.
i have a sudden urge to play soccer nw. ermm. nono.. must focus. whaha.
dots.
david

whee. i’m back to blog. it’s not totally absurd that i did not blog for the past few days but it’s just that i was caught up with things. those little glitches along the week did drain here and there from me. I still am able to fathoma the greatness of God over this few days. In terms of his faithfulness. I’m just so glad that God’s always with me and seeing me through all the storms and rainbow in my life. The week did left me quite flabbergasted due to some happenings that i never anticipate. Well. as mention i know he’s simply FAITHFUL. i have a God i can turst though at times the fog seems to be so thick. I can hear his voice. can you?
as i came home some thoughts went running through my mind.
i do not deny the fact that most high school students are or will be going through a trama period if it’s the right word due to the horrific exams that are just lay up for you. Well. Let’s not do so into those hardcore mugging that we become oblivious of God’s presence. He’s concern for your walk with him. your relationship with him matters.
how’s your relationship with God today?
Is the fire for people still burning or for books? hehe.
david

in this dry and weary land.
Take me into your presence.
Into your courts, Lord i’m longing to worship.
I want to meet you face to face.
I will bow at your throne.
Please take me in.

Longing for you in my desire. I know even when i fall, i can feel Your hands. I will trust in you. =)
It’s a impromptu post i’m making. well, i guess that i made spelling errors. haha. but that’s not my concern.

PAST. Come to think of it, it’s really frightening to think about the past. Sometimes it does keeps following you and never letting you go. It keeps holding onto you so tightly and you cannot seem to take it of your chest. It just keeps remidning you that you are such a failure because of the errs you have made before. But my friend, Chirst does not think this way of you. He has given you a new heart and life, he is a God of second chance. Let’s not give tha satan a foothold by letting our past bring our walk with God sinking. God does not want you to dwell in the past but move ahead today. Leave it all behind. Let him wash it away for you. Your past was hung on the very splinters cross. Let him take it for you. He loves you.

david