think about thoughts

the spark of ignite emotions occurs once again.
The blazing intensity of heat rises from within once again. =)
I know what i’m asking for.
you answered it in such a short span of time.
now all i asked of is that you give me time and hang on with me.
i may not be that ideal like those ideal gases because i’m a fool.
a fool that always taken in by surroundings.
give me that span of time where i can learn to make peace with myself.
have mercy of me if i do wrong against you
for i do not mean too.
i need that time and space you can give.
Thank you.

God i just need the time.
That space and that hand.
Hold me that tight within your arms.
drown me into your sea of love and forgivness.
Let me make peace with me once again.

moving on
david

Recently i’ve been thinking a lot. I stood frozen many times in thoughts when it just dawn upon me. Slience rushes into my blood and it seems to be able to capture me to think for a little while. Time just past so fast if you do agree with me. When i was younger, i always wished to grow up because i fancy what the adults do. As years go by, maybe it’s the disgusting and gross sight of human being makes me feel like i wish i could re enter my childhood days once again. well. it’s all gone. HIstory is gone, yesterday is gone now let’s move on. Those moments i enjoy will be a part in my life. Move on. =)
david

sinking into the gazing of the deep dark cloudly sky, a thought flashes through his mind, ‘Who permutes my whole entire life?’. The intensity of thought was disturbed by a pronouncing sound that reverberates through the walls.

Things might be quite draining at times. Problems do suck away much energy from one. Being downcast seems like an option for one. It feels so damn lousy when things do not sail the path that you set the route to be. But you sure know that the waves will lead it to some land one day. Sometimes we do make mistakes by leashing out at areana we should have not. It just simply overtakes us. The devil is that smart enough to permute it in such a way that his only method is to make you feel damn lousy. ‘His’ ways. Do not let the problems suck ya life away. When problems come, it’s a sign of growth. It’s a time for character refining. =) I’m still in the process of it.

Thinking through of what had happened today to me. I know that smile will be there. =) It’s really great to have friends that really know hoe you feel deep within you. To have friends that know you toned down while you do not even realized. Simply just comforts me to know that God has still been blessing through people. Those little things people do like a sms? lame joke? it helps. Thanks pals! esp. melvin, brand and bruce. =)

I know it’s a period of growth. I know his hands well. HE’S STILL CARRYING ME! Things will work out! God i’m thankful for blessing me so i can be a blessing to others too. =)

i love you jesus.

David

the pandemic of bird flu in serval parts of the world are getting people to panic. The sound of fear seem to pronounced and it keeps reverbrating through the walls of the heart of many high school students. Results if they would promote or not seems to be the only expression on their faces. I am fully able to comprehend why they would feel this way. No matter what, would like to let all those anxious heart know that God is faithful. He will always see you through. His plans are never to harm you but to make your prosper.
the way we live our life only accentuate who do we live for. Think about it.
How do you live your life?
Endless chase. it just leaps past my mind. It will never end.
As i talked to my friend yesterday, the sound never stops. It keeps on telling my how much the person desire to hit it’s goal. ‘How much than is enough? After this car then tell me what’s next? when will all this chase ends? will you ever have enough? there will never be isn’t it?’ i posted this to the person. Which made so much sense to me.
Meanwhile, i’m thankful to God for wonderful spiritual buddies i have. May it be spending time chatting over MSN, going home together, meeting up or even sending messages to each other to chat just alway brings me back to treasure whatever God has given me. To last in this race, it’s important to surround yourself with good friends. I do have! yeah. really am thankful for jarvin, matthew, harry and brandon. =) Thank you jesus! yeah. i’m really glad having this great pillars of my life. This buddies always remind me or even encourage me and even provide a listening ear. I’m really gald for their presence.
The sound of slience was broken by a chilling wind.
david

Bird flu has been on it’s feet once again. Though it went silent for a moment and within a sudden tick of the clock, it’s back again. Nevertheless those birds that was in contact with those source of the pandemic diease have been culled. This brings relief to the ear. Nevertheless, one must still take very good care of his/her own pink health.This is especially imperative to those who are christ follwers and everyone. For chirst followers, your body is a temple of God and for pre belivers would just like to let you know that you only have one life to live thus go through it with a smile because you live a healthy life. =) Continue to eat healthy daily so that you will not undergo the excurciating period of illness.
if you have not sign up for camp!!!! GO AND SIGN UP! IT’S SO IMPORTANT!!!! DO NOT MISS IT OUT!!!
well. i buzzing off now to have a lot of meetings for today. =)
am i still smiling? =)
david

ocean blue. Due to the lack of amount of carbohydrates today, i reeled at certain accounts of it today. May it be during service or meetings. One very sure thing that left an impact to me today is this, ‘Does every single one of your people know your vision?’. Precisely it makes donkey senese but are we doing it?
I’m even more convienced that mediocracy has no place in the kingdom of God. Any healthy living creture that has the ability to move or along those lines, should grow and must grow. Living a life of mediocracy has surely no chaces of slimming through the kingdom. We have to choose for ourselves then. (”,) I’m reaching for his heart. =)
Sporadic life for christ will never bring you far enough. Maybe enough for creating the visible atmosphere but not the one that is deep within every hearts.
well. i’m off now. to bed. =)
david

resuscitated life is one that no one can buy. The whole amazing thing about resuscitation is when it happens inside out and not outside merely alone. Thought even deeper about things today and i must say that i’m going to contend against mediocry in any arena of my life.
=) a marvellous day that i’ve walked through today. Of which, i would like to share a blessing with all of you. I’m glad that i hit my L1r5 goal on the dot and i did not expect to get 4th in class and 15th in level. That’s simply mind blowing due tot he very fact that this very pathetic class that i’m rooted in is a hardcore mugger class. Crazy pupils. whaha. but still i’m thankful to God for always answering my prayers which are so soft. =) Thank you jesus! (“,)
spend part of my day planning for generation X meeting which is coing up in no less than 13 hours. I anticipate for happenings to happen. not going to leak anything out. =) that’s for sure.
Then as promised, i watched a movie today. some key show which is meant to be horro movies. Simply again a twist. But i caught the movie with teck yang, wei song , anglea and esther. =)
well. time to re look through my teaching notes. well. tomorrow my cls and me will champion the whole meeting. god may you sow the very seed into them this moment. =)
david

this colour perfectly blend well with the background the post board. It does have certain attraction power towards my instinct to click on it as i still might not be able to comprehend why. Maybe i’m so down to earth that the colours i seriously perfer are down to earth. (“,) earthly colours are simply great.
tomorrow will mark another week of mine that i have caught 3 movies which is inclusive of tomorrow.
but so far i have only watched two movies. Of which last friday it was with melvin, jarvin and justin. All i can say about that movie is that it’s horrendous. Excurciating for me to sit on that crimson chair and tried to enjoy it. But i still enjoy the fellowship we had then. =) well. today was dk last party before he enters to a land of completely unknown to him. Not even a single foot he ever stepped into it before. So we decided to accompany him to watch ‘flight plan’? if i;m not wrong. surely it’s the best movie i caught this year. it 100% better than the maid. This show has a spectrum of feelings that they displaced that could simply trick into my heart. The start of the movie caught my attention and brought my whole self into it. I thought there will be some hysterical laughter from me but it seems like a total paradox to what i would react in the whole show. My heart went pumping, pumping and more pumping in certain scenes. it cativated me and brought my whole self into it. I shall not go on further than that. If you want to know more, go and watch if for yourself. As for today i do enjoy the crimson liek day as my out fit just simply blends it well with it. =) i visited raffles care group today. Great bunch of young people that will make an impact to the Kingdom of God.
i shall stop here for now.
God love ya!
david

exams results are out. Many types of facial expression you can read from the faces. So are glad with God while some are not. the simplicity of trusting God is that you give hiim your all without DEMANDING back something in return. It’s like you say God i will turst you provided if you give me this whatever grade.hello! isn’t it about trusting God? God i do my best and i let you lead me. well. i do not run away from the factual state of human feelings that you might have felt dissapointed or even elated but the attitude behind all those things are just simply TRUSTING GOD! so i urge you brothers and sisters, to completely understand what does trusting God means. It mean that God is worth your turst man. (“<) Do not be dishearten by what you mught have seen because you will never know what tricks is he up too. Just give him your complete trust and know that he will work for the good of you as you have tried your best. He’s glad. Now the test of trust is so evident. So what’s your choice? think through! =)
you simply matter to him. Know who you really are in him.
I shall take this little time to shall about some blessings of my results i have. Well. just in case you might be thinking of this that i thought people might question, ‘ Does david even understand the feeling of failing a subject or even screwing it all up?!’. Just for your information, I’m not just a guy that gives you what the bible sayd but i have been through it. Have i failed before? Certainly i do. Even now i still do fail here and there. But the attitude i carry is one of trust in him. Hey. think about it logically, by any means of crying, depression or what on earth ya think it is going to help you do better? Surely no. thus i learn to fully DEPEND on him. And just trust him!
blessing time! =)
well. i prayed for a b3 for my physics. but whoo. it came out a B4. But somehow along those lines, God answered it with a ‘yes’ by adding more marks to my paper!
I thank God i got b3 for chem though i prayed for a A2.
hmm. i thought i will screw things up for ss. so i asked him for a c6. yet he gave me b3 and i got 3rd in class? that’s like huh. i seriouisly knew i screw things up badly in that paper. =) thank ya man.
geography. i got a B3! ahh. prayed for an A1. But well. nvm it’s ok! God is still real! whaha.
e math p2. got 41/50. yeah. not bad. Thank ya jesus. i was like expecting full marks? crazy. whaha. But God’s still real lah.
hmmm. think i shared about my a math alrdy. a2.
haha. nevertheless though i kinda screw a lot of things up this exams i’m still thankful to God for everything he has done for me! =) thank you jesus! smile! whahah..
well. today my team of cls and me celebrated si yuan’s bday at pasta mania. we had a wholesome load of food that i cannot even stuff everything up. =\ haha. but it was surely an enjoyable one. =) haha.
then after which i had meeting with the ulas and uls at PS. we finished playing our sub d hs event. cool. =) thank ya God! Thanks team! =) haha.
i also saw jarvin today. haha. sb sb.. whaha. okok. thank God for a buddy like him. =)
but i just wanna say that God loves all of you! Tomorrow is an exciting day! I’m going for raffles care group! I wanna play dota. =\
waahaha. that’s out of the point. whaha. =)
david

it’s really strange to see david putting a post title. It seems completely vanished for the past hundreds of post? I only remember putting a post title in the past and have to squeeze my brain juice to take time to think about it. (“,) The world is and kingdom of God have differing ways of each in terms of facing situation. Surely sometimes we find it a total incomplete paradox when we think of certain practices both sides do. But isn’t it true that the voice of truth always tells us a different story? The world says, ‘ you are a rut. Good for nothing piece of lard!’. It happens when you screw things up, isn’t it? But the voice of truth just says, ‘Come on! You can do it! I believe in you! You are a conquerour!’. Simply paradoxing at times. Who knows one can even be hoax to believe the voice of the untruth. Why? it simply because many times living in our sinful nature, it is so easy for up to go through the unscruplous means to achieve to some point and no doubt one way is to live in condemation. Surely it does not put a smile on God’s face. Let’s live our life by know what does God says about you and not be so eccentric over comments that aren’t true after all. =)
Once again, i’m really grateful to God for the friends i have in my life. They are basically my team of leaders and jarvin today. =) Jarvin, you just simply put a smile on my face while i read the msg from you. Team of leaders, you guys have never failed to ask if i’m ok! That’s what makes the friends of kingdom and world diffrent. I really treasure them a lots! They never fail to be a blessing to me man! Jarvin just wanna tell ya that ilu bud! haha,. simply msg but keeps me reminded of this race though it’s quite standard at times but i really see ya heart! thanks man! God indeed is a God that answers all prayers! =) smile! REALLY thankful for that.
One blessing that i want to share with you guys about God’s faithfulness is my a math. Sure that’s loads more. But shall touch on a math. The whole level, only 42% passed. well. that’s very little. But out of this 42% not many got As. But i kept asking God for a A though i kinda expected a B4 or C5?!! haha. but indeed God never seem to fail me AT ALL! I got on the dot an A2. He also answered my prayer for chinese though i really kinda screw things up. BUt i still know that God’s faithful! =) haha. i love jesus!
I went down for marist care group today and i must said that the people have matured a lot! Especially lin kait, at least he nows know how to ask the people to keep quiet to respect the leaders while talking! Great job! It sure blessed many! haha. not only that am glad to see that the group is lively and responsive in sermon discussion. saw malcom giving his best in answering. Indeed it again blessed many! Little acts of thiers does paint a smile on God’s face! whaha. =) I love this family! (“,) Nonetheless the Raffles people are finsihing their exams tomorrow. God i pray you blessed them with fruitful results and contine to grow their walk with you! whaha. yeash man! well. just one thing that i remember. God’s word has the power to transform us to be more like him! (“,) haha. yeah
oh yeah. i went to the gym today. haha. did lots of workout. waha. not bad though.
haha. okok. shall stop for now and look through some teachings. (“,)
God loves you!
i love him too.
david