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roar, i did a post just now and it was deleted due to the mischieve of my fingers. :/

sometimes, i would consider the best part of a friendship is to sit around a table, with your back leaning onto the couch and a cup of ice cream or drink in front of you. Musing over each other daily happenings and laughing at the clumpsy things that we are capable to do. Most importantly, it is the quality time we spent together. Though the crowds are just oblivious to our world.

My day was simply delectable with the friends i spent with and the ambrosia scrumptious food. Gosh, it was heavenly. Paradoxically, sinful.

After an astounding preformance for the teacher’s day in CJ, many of us dashed to the school gate and head for the bus stop. No doubt, most of the frantic people were rushing to their former schools. So did i. As i alighted from the familar bus stop, a sense of nostaglic feeling swept across my entire body. The feeling was … whao. Though the distance was short to the once seemed mundane place, i reminisced many moments i shared with the school. I was truly elated to see the wide smile on the teachers faces when i approached them. I must tell you that i did not regret this trip back to Beatty. I can finally say this, i love beatty! It is the relationship that i have fostered with this once banal school.

After the visitation, Nikhil and I went to J8 for Lunch. The meal over the table and the strolls we had brought back what we used to have. Though we are in different schools now, the friendship reignite when we saw see other. He’s one those close friends that i have formed in Beatty! We ate PASTA MANIA!

Afterwhich, i met Wei Keat for shepherding, and we indluged oursleves in the most sinful chocolate marshmallows cake at secret recipe in plaza sing! Gosh, it was giantic!

The peak of the day came when we had t29 gathering! Gosh, i must tell you that i truly missed those times where we chill and slack around every friday! Though we are in different path of education now, this few hours meet up was indeed fruitful! They are all God’s blessings to me! The idiotic thing was we met at Orchard, then we head to city hall new york! Nice food man! I once again, ate A LOT!

Thus, in my final analysis, i need to start running after a sinful day!

Promos are eh. 20 more days. The truth is i am so busy, that i really need divine intervention to achieve the impossible! Help me!

hoe

currently, i’m at far east Gelare waiting for the arrival of Zinc and Joyce.

The atmosphere of t20 has changed drastically recently.
From a less mugger mode to a HARD CORE MUGGER CLASS.
sometimes, they can inject redundant stress to me.
Crazy people. Sian, that means i must mug as hard as them.
GOD CAN YOU TELL ME IF THIS IS PROMOS OR PRELIMS?

On the more euphora note, i’m so looking forward to friday!
It is going be a day of gathering back what was lost!
Catching up and chilling with some secondary school friends. on top of that we will be having a 29 outing! Gosh, these are those people who have brighten up my JC life! I love such friends! I cannot imagine going through JC with banal people. I truly appreciate Zhou Yang, Kar Jun, Alferd, Elaine, Yi Min, Yong Di, Hong Chow and so much more!

alright, tomorrow is ODAC TRAINING! AND i am made the day leader for tomorrow!
The task is simple, but the humdrum thing is how to motivate everyone to climb 107 stes of grandstands?
We have to climb 50 sets with a log! Thanks ah! haha. God, give me some inspiration! Blink!

I will be typing some ODAC letter for all of them later!

alright! That’s all for today!

hoe

i promise that this will be quick

God is alive, so is the devil.
Let us not be ignorant about the fact that he is constantly on a look out to bring us down.

done

hoe

friends, they are the impeccable gift that God has given to me.
Though i might not want them at times, but i must admit that i need them.

friends either add or subtract to our lives.
this life is filled with many choices, and what we choose makes up who we are.
Therefore, let’s choose friends that will bring the talent out within us.

Friends are one of the important element to last in this race.
Jesus, my best friend. and so are they rest.

Sometimes those friends that will bring out the talent within us, are those we will avoid meeting.
For example, some of us if given a choice, we will rather not meet our shpherd because 9 out of 10 times, our shepherd ask us tough questions. Our shepherd is a friend, who dare to confront us. Someone who dares to speak the truth into our lives. Surely, we will rather mix with people that simply agree with us.

choose the right friends.
add into our lives.

hoe.

once again, i have gotten back my running momentum! i love running!

scant attention has been given to this retrospective blog.
the truth is, i won’t spend inordinate amount of time for such stuffs.
However, that does not mean that it is sedated by the owner!

I have inexorable ideas that gushes out of my mind daily.
alright, this is not making any apparent sense! okok!

the point is, i want to declare that i enjoy north c!
I have seen how we have gone through thick, thin, tears, agony and all!
my day kept illumiating with joy, when i heard about the jubilant communites!
Esp the YSS community! Great job yn! haha.

anyway, promos are coming in another 28 more days!
So dreadful, but oh well, no compromise!

If we want to lead our group to the next level, we must know where we are now and where are we heading too. :
)
hoe

Retrospectively speaking, i had a day embedded with laughters, stunned and euphoria moments.
Encouraged and proud of my team would be the best word to describe my team for today.
Infact, they have never fail to encourage me. We had a euphoric care group today, with nicholas embarking on his mission to lead us into a inexorable game, polar bear. I’m truly inspired and encouraged by my team that they choose to put other priorities aside and the kingdom of God first. Though they had something on in the noon time, they took the deliberate effort to come. We managed to surprise nicholas with a birthday celebration at the end of the meeting! haha.

anyway, just a short reminder
God is the one who called us to be leader, and he can only be the one to remove us. We are not going to remove ourselves. Though how sucky our ministry and oursleves can be, as long God did not remove ya, you got to still lead with assurance that he will see you through.

HOE

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=c66964a52463e7498ad9
worth viewing at.

alright, we are going to go at the speed of light.
Tomorrow’s training will be a load of madness, and i bet many will docile into giving up! There’s an inexorable number of excuses to cook up! Sugar, spice and everything nice!
The menu for tommorrow’s training is as stated below:
Starter:
Reached school by 6.50am and start level 0 run for more than 15 rounds.
Level 0 means, every round must be below 1.30, and apparently more than 15 rounds equates to more than 5 km.
Main course:
Training starts at 3pm and we have to complete the following stations within 3.5hrs
a- 5o pull ups
b- Run at Toa Payoh Stadium for God knows how many rounds (30MINS)
c- Climb 40 storeys. 4 sets
d- SWIM 15 LAPS!
I’m looking forward to the swimming component!

Alright, i met my beloved sheep for shpding today! Refreshing!
Just a thought for many of you,
Since the devil cannot stop us from growing in our walk with God, he can delay us from doing so, and in the end, when the habit is formed. HE WINS. Being Busy is oen trap in leadership, that we forgot to reconnect oursleves with God! It’s consequential that we set aside holy time for God per week at least! Since he can’t stop you, he will slow you! He has brains!

hoe

won’t you breakfree and dance freely in his love?
To break free form those chains, that just holds you down that badly.
Every part inside you is simply screaming in pain, but you still remain helpless.
So would you break free and dance in his love?

There is no escape in the truth.
There is no mistake that it is you!

THERE IS NO MISTAKE IN YOUR LIFE!

I edited some portions of the song, break free.
Personally, i felt that the song is simply meaningful!
esp, there is not escape in the truth and so on and therefore!

i just want to make this disclaimer!
DAVID HATES TO SCOLD PEOPLE, THOUGH PEOPLE THINK OTHERWISE!
i HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO CORRECT PEOPLE, IT’S LIKE SERIOUSLY, I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO, AND WHY DO I NEED TO DIVERT MY ENERGY TO DO SUCH STUFFS. sometimes, it’s really tempting to leave the people alone, and do not care about them. SERIOUSLY! damn sian can. it’s more than just correcting them, but i feel like crying for them! why must we be entangled in sin? WHY! I DON’T UNDERSTAND! WHY! WHY! WHY! CAN WE JUST FLEE, INSTEAD PLAYING WITH FIRE?

But oh well, that was just some thoughts i had awhile ago, but i guess it’s just part of loving people. To love our people, it means they can stabbed us real hard from the front. That was what Jesus went through too, so well, david, stop complaining k? sure! haha. God, help me to be more like you each day. I am still growing!

THERE’S NO MISTAKE THAT IT IS YOU!

hoe

most of the times while i am doing my internet surfing, creating a post would be the last agenda on list. However, today it breaks the normality. Simply because, i know a heap of dire e-mails are anticipating for my reply, thus i decided exothermic it out first.

Owning to the christened name that i was given, a compulsion guy, i have to always reap the consequence of my complusive actions. For example, i finally had my hair cut today, and it was the most dreadful experience i ever had in my entire life. I do not imply that the skills were rudimentary, rather the lady was extremely meticulous that it surely took more than 30 minutes to cut those patches on my head. I cannot believe this, i fell asleep while my hair was under silent pain. Till date, there will only be two incidents about my visit to a hair dresser that i will never forget. The first was few years back, when i went with a close friend of mine in the past, to cut our hair near tiong? The waiting time was atrociously long, and i was dumbfounded by the final product pf my hair. There was a tail that was specially left behind! Lol. i still can vividly remember those days. Then the incident today, has deeply embedded into my mind and heart! lol.

Retrospectively speaking, i shall try not to be that compulsive next time. Slow down, hoe! haha.

Today we had operation bear, and i was fuming? when it dawned upon me that some people never go because of few reasons. But still, i was inspired by what God spoke to us through PJ. Something that hitted me once again, do we have friends in our life that can ask us tough questions? Yeah. Some friendships, i really wonder if it could ever be put back to where it first began.

we had fun during our overnight yesterday with food, teaching, games and watching anime! haha.

alright, time to do some dire stuff!

hoe