Awhile ago:
I have many things in my heart, but i can’t seem to put them down in words. My soul seem a little displaced. Heart seem running randomly.
Heart, you have to learn to settle down. Though there are many things that you are bother about, but rest assured that he who placed it in your heart Will lead you through it. So dearest heart, with the entire list of things to do. I want you to remember this, why are you doing all these. On top of that, don’t go through a day without asking for strength.
I just can’t wait for thurday to come. 
I just want to chiil out with God in starbucks again! time to take a pit stop.
to re look into my life
to hear and talk with you.
to rethink about certain systems
God, strengthen me.
hoe
beautiful
under open skies
skies, you are just magnificent
the lushes of green- your creation
my creation
God,
i pray you open doors to what is resonating in my heart. But all in all, not my will but yours be done. Please open the doors.
hoe
disclaimer: I am not advocating love or hate relationship for macs. But i just simply abhor eating the food frequently. Too much of it, makes me PUKED.
anyhow! I’m loving the idea of catching up with people for supper, drinking a cup of tea over a table and all those catch up with my friends and wonderful NC people!
Anyhow, i shall write down some stuff that i was renewed while meeting different bunch of people today!
Jesus never need to build relationship, but he always want to.
The one thing i hate about leading spiritually ‘mature’ people is that you can’t lead them by experience but only through seeking God and asking him for directions. At the same time, i love it.
A leader sees the future and brings it to his people by building pavements for them to reach it. To see this future, only God can paint it for you.
To finish this race well, we mustn’t only isolate ourselves to only one friend who can spur us on but it would be good to have others as well.
To grow the church, this two things must always be lived out. Outreach and discipleship. There must never come a time where our leadership function does not allow us to do both. If so, we have failed to live out our mission.
Whoever wants it most, Will get it.
Even leaders have fears in our leadership, this is why we tend not to do those that we fear in though it will benefit the kingdom. What are our fears? Deal with them. The fear of uncertainty in our results may cause us not to trust God in our studies hence we rather focus on family than reaching out for that might absorb a large portion of our time.
Life example are great for discipleship, but people maybe inspired by the end product of your transformation but still remain the same because you haven’t shown them the steps you took, which were painful. They are in pain, and they need people to identify and let them know they are not alone.
hoe
POTONG PASIR GOT NICE ROJAK! i’m not kidding! i ate one plate of it with darly and packet one home!
The long black straw seems a little out of place due to the height! Took this photo with my Iphone around last week when Jian Hao and myself were enjoying the delicacies of 18chefs!
Anyhow! I seriously think that I’m in love with the following food!
First up, GREEN apples.
Second, GREEN grapes.
Thirdly, NOT GREEN VEGS.
Seriously, i think something is wrong with me! I’m beginning to love GREEN colour fruits for no apparent reasons. Still, those anti oxidant shall make me healthy! (If it’s even true)
At the moment, i crave for ROYCE chocolate. It feels like ‘whee whee’ when it the chocolate powder is in contact with your fleshy tongue and it slowly melts and sink down your throat. Oh mine, that kick!
HOWEVER- AT THE SAME TIME. I’M FEELING SUPER UNHEALTHY.
REASON BEING:
LOOK AT THE LIST OF FOOD THAT I’VE BEEN EATING:
SAT:
ROJAK
SATAY
OTHA
CHICKEN WINGS
all these were eaten like between 11pm-1am.
Sunday:
PRATA
SUBWAY (slightly healthy)
CHICKEN RICE (NOT THAT BAD)
but in less than an hour (BLACK CARROT CAKE)
Just few minutes ago:
GREEN APPLE!
gosh, i seriously think i got to run off some fast tonight! If not, i don’t even think i can give chase to a pig. I might as well roll my way to give chase. Then again, i may or may not run tonight cause Daryl Low just text me to ask for supper today!
Talk about flee from temptations. :/
hoe
I am part of a generation that is loyal to only one God. What about you?
Loyalty maybe one of the diminishing traits in today’s world as well.
I belong to this generation known as the generation Y. This term is coined by a person who has successfully influence the media to use such a ‘fashionable’ label. If you are born between the 1980’s to 1994, then you are part of the youthful generation I’m in!
Generation Y.
However, generation Y is so hot that everyone wants everything they have in it. We don’t just want part of it, but everything.
Guess what? This seems to be a real game but the winner of the game is decided by this factor.
Whoever wants it most, will get it.
Apparently, our competitors ain’t the most giving or best person you want to be on the same level of playing field.
Introducing, the mass media, politics, street gangs, education, fame, insecurity, sex, money, power and so much more. But i belong to the church of God who is also fighting to win this generation Y.
The game has already begun. I play to win, not play to keep playing.
However, this is more than a game to me.
hoe
* i want to eat curry fish head! I found my house area supper buddy!
Filed under: friends, health, just my favourites, likings, race, relationships
YEAH! David did groceries shopping with imma today! We headed for the giant at parkway after our work and we started our shopping spree! Mind you, this is the first time out of donkey and cow years since i last bought many plastic bags of food home instead of clothes or shoes! It all begun with apples and look at what happened after that! But all in all, i must say that the choice of food is certainly one that will keep my health in pink only with the summation of constant work out! I’m just happy that i’m buying food and able to enjoy the luxury of vitamins sinking down my gullet! The best part, i did this with Imma! What a fantastic friend i’ve made over the few days!
Alright, i think my elateness has reached it’s peak that it has gone downhill on madness.
Guess what? I ate 2 green apples just now! So i concluded it could be either i’m addicted to green apples or simply hungry. I guess the latter would be of a better explanation!
I secretly think i will enjoy a slice of tuna bread in no more than 30 mins!
yeah FOODFOODFOOD! KOI BUBBLE TEA ROCKS!
I DRANK COFFESHOP ICE COFFEE TODAY!
happy!
hoe
we celebrated JH, Nick and WK birthday last sat at JA and played CS together! By the way, Xue Yong was late for our supper hence we represented him as a black straw stick. We are looking forward to our next catch up and soon after everyone will have complete their high school life It’s just so fast! Everyone except DS and WL, i have seen them in white or blue shorts. In due time, burn away all shorts!
Yk, melvin and myself! Watched movie tgt at Lido! Went through highs and lows in our friendships! Where at times had to be angry with each other, shared joy , studied together and everything else. We are going for our baking session too with our SY soon. We actually promised to bake since like cow years ago but it has always been push too soon. But this time the soon is really soon, like within this one to two months. Got to know YK first in excellent church camp! That’s how freaking long can.
THIS REMINDS ME OF: NG SHI TING WE GOT TO CATCH UP SOON! WITH YONG MEI TOO! HAHA!
btw, all the photos were taken with my iphone3gs!
alright, david needs and wants to sleep now!
hoe
Filed under: convictions, illuminate, my endeavor, random thoughts, relative/absolutes
It’s just funny or even ironic that many of us simply receive love but seldom love others. The joke of it all, is that we silently label such people as jerks, selfish or anything that carries the same implication. But do we realize that we are no difference from those labels? huhhuh.
Christians, don’t you think we find it so easy to recieve God’s love in our lives? Especially those moments in worship where we felt God’s forgiveness or love pouring over our lives. We believed with all our hearts that God gave his only son and life for our salvation. He brought us from darkness to light. He fought for our lives when no one else will.
But my question to you is simple, what have you given to him? I guess most of us have always been on the receiving end but never really giving.
True giving is only when you give till you hurt.
When was the last time when you gave to God till you hurt?
My last point to all the singles out there, how can we boldly claim to love a imperfect person when we can’t even make the decision to love a perfect God?
By the way, love has no equal standing with like.
hoe
Gosh, i hate it when God places so much burden and fumes within my heart and sometimes i feel completely helpless. Hence, pathetic. But still, i love that stirring and kicking. Instead of kick some ass, i think God kick some hearts. lol.
Filed under: convictions
GOSH I THINK I’M LIKE SO MAD ABOUT BLOGGING TODAY! FOURTH POST LE!
This post is taken from my dearest sheep- Jian Hao word press!
I have heard this several times and some people have probably heard it countless of times. “Male by birth. Man by choice.” I used to despise people who don’t mean what they say but ended up concluding that I myself am part of this hideous category. That’s because we are hypocrites in transition, spare me not. What is required of a male to be a man? David Hoe did justice by explaining his convictions, although a short post, about being a man of God.
As much as I do agree with him, I am also equally displeased with myself when I look back into my past. Did I please God as a man would and should? If today you find yourself already retreated to a comfort zone and waiting for something to happen or someone to make it happen, you’re gonna be labelled a weakling. Why not, you?
Rise in the name of Jesus. Stand up for what you believe in. Fight like a man would. Would you? Because I would.
A random Thought just came into my mind! Why are there only post written by males by not so for females? I don’t mean anything offensive, but just cross my mind! 
hoe
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Guys and girls, i wonder when was the last time you read something like this. But as i read this, i must say that i truly love what i read and says AMEN to his post! Come the second paragraph, change his name to yours and the school to yours.
From Yong En Word press:
i was just taking sometime to spend some time with the brothers in north , and yes indeed , RSF !. rise ! stand ! fight !.
guys ! we have wasted enough time , if you have been in church for long and you have not been doing anything , this is for you !. you have been in church for long , the kingdom needs to grow all the time , it should never be dropping !. rise up to what you believe , stand up for the kingdom of God , FIGHT for God !. lets stop wasting all the time idle-ing , really !. it has to come to a stop , we need to know that the KINGDOM NEED TO GROW !. Jesus died for everyone on earth , we are the one chosen by God to go and share it ! we are the one , chosen, we are not randomly chosen , God HANDPICKED us !. he trust us , he want us to do something for his kingdom !.
see and be discontented !. the kingdom needs to be glorified !. be discontented if the kingdom cannot grow !. dont say its ok , do something about it !. think with God ! what can you do !?. if theres nothing , then its nonsense !. why?. cause God said dint he ?. with him all things are possible and hey ! if we are saying its impossible , are we saying God is unreal !?. no !. God is real and something can be done !
lets really stop all our nonsense !. Guys ! its time to wake up !. guys ! its time to deny ourself and take up the cross !. we cant keep hoping for a bed of roses !. its impossible !. if we want to serve the kingdom , the devil will come against us , BUT fear NOT !. God is with us . God is all possible !trust in him and trust in his strength !
yongen !. its time to wake up !. its time to see the world needs God !. you are chosen by God to be in OPSS !. you are chosen by God to be pionnering this school now !. and hey ! its time to be serious , its time to be focused on God , its time to say :” the kingdom needs to grow ,and we need God to help !”. yes thats the number one fact , the kingdom needs to grow , but the second thing is. we need God’s help , i am too weak !. yongen !. rely on God’s strenght !. he has offered it to you !. and accept it for the kingdom !, throw away your pride!, throw away whatever you have and just focus on God !, enough nonsense from you !. LAZINESS you know it yourself ! yongen !. wake up !. see that laziness should not be a barrier !. its been 4years already !!!! come on !. others are moving forward! your not going to stay at the back and just watch ! you too is going to fight the war ! you are going to run the ball !. YOU ARE A WITNESS OF GOD !. lets start working , another thing , YONGEN ! i know fear are scary !. i know fear brings you down big time !, but PYPS IS ALREADY HISTORY !. come on !. the old opss is also history !!!… they are no longer here but they are history ! they are meant to be learnt from !. know the mistake ! dont repeat it !. put in effor to do it !. dont wait anymore !… its time to wake up and do something for the kingdom , enough of games , enough of girls , enough of bicycle , enough of the WORLD !. its NOW that you have to start serving God !. infact it was long ago !. but nevermind LETS GO !. lets run !.
Rise.Stand.Fight !
Go yongen ! proclaim God’s word !.
Jeremiah!:D, RSF !!!!!!!!! , 9aug happy national day ;D
alright, this is a better picture! Obviously, the one in green not the black and handsome one!
hoe
