beautiful
just feels so dark
beautiful is a state of experience
i still believe in hope
hoe
Filed under: convictions, illuminate, my endeavor, random thoughts, relative/absolutes
It’s just funny or even ironic that many of us simply receive love but seldom love others. The joke of it all, is that we silently label such people as jerks, selfish or anything that carries the same implication. But do we realize that we are no difference from those labels? huhhuh.
Christians, don’t you think we find it so easy to recieve God’s love in our lives? Especially those moments in worship where we felt God’s forgiveness or love pouring over our lives. We believed with all our hearts that God gave his only son and life for our salvation. He brought us from darkness to light. He fought for our lives when no one else will.
But my question to you is simple, what have you given to him? I guess most of us have always been on the receiving end but never really giving.
True giving is only when you give till you hurt.
When was the last time when you gave to God till you hurt?
My last point to all the singles out there, how can we boldly claim to love a imperfect person when we can’t even make the decision to love a perfect God?
By the way, love has no equal standing with like.
hoe
Gosh, i hate it when God places so much burden and fumes within my heart and sometimes i feel completely helpless. Hence, pathetic. 
But still, i love that stirring and kicking. Instead of kick some ass, i think God kick some hearts. lol.
I could say many things, and many things could tell you how i feel. But still, it is the one word that bridges my pit and his character in all circumstances. If it’s not for this word, i think at times i would not even realized the downward spiralling life i am sinking into.
The truth is this, as much as i hate this word, i love it as well.
God, sometimes i really wonder if this word is remove in my life what would i do with this life of mine?
HELP
I love the hands of grace and mercy but i hate the tension within. :/
hoe
Filed under: relative/absolutes
in the world of academia, the idea of depreciation is well known to all. Yet, this statement does not truly apply to all other fields of cognition. Still, it is true to most living things. Ask an accountant, and he will tell you that the depreciation account is essential to a company. The only company that does not comply with such ethics will be those in utopia.
Analyzing the idea of depreciation on all living things, i am incline to subscribe to the ideology that i am faced by such depreciating lifestyles. To make matters worse, since i am of no perfection, then i am susceptible of making mistakes. Therefore, since i have such inevitable weakness that is implant within me, i have learn the art of seeking strength for all i need. 
Psalm 73:26
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Filed under: relative/absolutes
I happen to chance upon a conversation with a friend, which causes different school of thoughts to convergent.
All students in Singapore are smart.
Is this phrase a factual or value statement?
A large proportion of people believes that it is a value statement, since it is opinionated. While the friend of mine, believes that it is factual. The backbone to my friend judgment was that one would not make such a statement without proper analysis, hence it is factual.
However, i think otherwise from both school of thoughts. A relative statement rather than absolute. My train of thoughts are as follows. It might be factual because there has been a test conducted on a group of students from different walks of education, and they met the eligibility of smart. Hence, such students therefore are generalized as the entire Singapore students. Such statistics have loopholes, as a group of students are not capable of representing the entire population. Thus, it is only factual to this group of students. So, since it is factual to only a proportion of students, then it would be a valued statement as it just an opinion on a category of people. With this analysis, would that not imply that such statements are relative to context and not absolute when considering a bigger picture? Statements like these have to be put into context, if not it suggest certain complications.
The immaculate language has the ability to give a lucid descriptions of a beautiful landscape, but the beauty is relative to one’s comprehension if the scenery.
Has this relativity or absolute thoughts influenced the way we conduct our humble lives? Indeed, ever since the genies of the 20th century, relative thinking is becoming more prevalent and to man’s horror, the line between right and wrong is thiner. Moral values have been metamorphosed due to relativity and leaves one in a dilemma. Further result, man has become even more sophisticated than before.
Though it makes one feel accomplished through the manipulation of thoughts, but on the contrary significance and purpose of life is an endless endeavor for them. Pity is the man who search for loopholes in truths but failed to find the true meaning of life.
There can be certain things that we can be relative about, however there are some we ought not to play with fire. Your life.
If i were to tell you that you have an absolute purpose here on earth that is not temporal, will you believe? Or will you insist that absolute is the way of the past?
